Last Digestive Holodyne Transformed

I just finished tracking my last holodyne for digestion (out of 5). It was a blue tick-tack-toe type thing that was filled in in the middle. Its intent was peace, but ultimately happiness. I asked what that would look like, and of course, it was a yellow smiley face. I asked if it was willing to transform. It seemed hesitant. I explored the relationship to digestion and found that it was trying to obtain "peace" by avoiding. (Thus, the little "prickers", and cold blue color). This manifest in not wanting to deal with food. In the end, this only created chaos, however, because the food would just sit on the outside, not being absorbed and fermenting, thus creating more inharmony, and further entrenching it in avoidance. I let it know that it could have greater peace through accepting. That it could have perfect peace in receiving the food, that it didn't have to be afraid of the food, and that even if it received something harmful, the majority of the good it received would out way the bad. It came to me that this might also be a reason for why I can't seem to put on weight. I am afraid of receiving something bad, and so I reject the good as well. It transformed and I must say that I did notice a decrease in the amount of gunk on my tongue to about 1/4 of what it was, and have consistently been eating late in the evenings without the usual digestive trouble. I expect this to completely clear on my tongue now that I have transformed the last holodyne.

New Holodyne Tracked

Yes, I've been having digestive trouble. Putting holodynamics to work I found that five holodynes were responsible for this. In an effort to keep better track of them, I'm putting them here in this blog. I've actually transformed four of them already. The last one I did (#3) was a starfish that turned into a rippling and flowing rainbow. I took the relation to digestion to mean that I was very rigid in thought, and that was keeping my food from "flowing" through the intestine. Today's holodyne (#4) was a globe spinning very fast with four beams of light coming out of it. I couldn't even communicate with it it was moving so fast, and so busy. I could sense that it was full of information, but that no new information could be imparted to the system it was so busy. Its intention was to contain all the cosmic information of the universe. In order to fulfill this, it needed to slow down and accept beams of light from outer space. It was willing to transform, and became a large, beautiful, slowly revolving globe, which purple beams of light would penetrate and it would absorb and light up. It could also shoot these massive beams out at will. There was a very beautiful give and take. I understood this to mean that I was wanting to be so "self-sufficient" and so intent on "my agenda" that I was unwilling to accept help from others. It affected my food in that I really didn't want to receive nutrition from it, because that implied that I was incomplete in myself. What I need to remember is that I am complete in myself whether I have a body or not, so accepting food and air are simply things I do that enable me to express that completeness on this planet in a physical way.

Having transformed two holodynes, I noticed that I could eat much later at night then usual without it disrupting my sleep, or feeling this food still there in the morning. I will be excited to see if this clears up completely. If it does, I expect the gunk on my tongue, and the lines on it that indicate intestinal dysfunction to clear up as well.