Name: P.V.
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
6/27/09-Hd3-L6-1G
Incorrect Visual: Brown – Big square. Changes colors. Purple, orange and brown.
Was focused on “seeing” and not on sensing. Recommended not to be so focused on the self (seeing), let go of trying. Let it enter the imagination. You are not in control of what comes up, but you are in control of how you respond (accept / reject). Pretend you are dreaming. Have that same state of “letting go”.
Correct Visual: Up two stories looking out a window (the room was empty, but she felt safe, but not happy), at the beach and seeing D. Had his back to her. He was on the beach and walking away. Alone.
Feelings: Loneliness, feeling abandoned, empty, extreme sadness, sorrow, overwhelming loss, saying good-bye to what could have been, letting go, an internal ache, a longing,
Note: Didn't feel any of the feelings while viewing, but once it dawned on what the meant, they overwhelmed.
Positive Intent: Completeness, companionship, shared joys, shared sorrows, loving and being loved. Ultimately wanting completeness. Satisfaction.
Relation: Could be creating physical pain to block emotional pain. In foot because its the furthest place to put it. Put it as far away as possible.
New Visual: Faucet with pure clean clear water coming out, like a full stream being turned on full blast. (Maybe P turned it on? Didn't see anyone else turn it on). Coming from a good source.
7/1/09
Representing: Satisfaction. Completeness, can never run out. As much as needed. Whereas D. can run out (come home and be tired and want to sleep). Noted similarities between story of woman at the well with Jesus.
Took a while to see how new visual fulfilled all the intentions of the old. Was able to see mentally, but didn't feel it. Decided to try transformation anyway.
Transform? Yes.
Result: Became ocean, then sunshine, then ended in a shower of water coming out a shower head. (12 minutes)
Feelings: Much joy! Singing: I've got a river of life flowing of me . . .
Monday, July 27, 2009
Foot Pain - Part 2
Name: P.V.
Issue: Swelling and pain on left arch of foot (4 Hd's)
6/19/09-Hd2-L3-1G
Visual: Half a sunshine is rising with red and yellow flames. Representative of Jesus.
Positive intention: To give hope and fulfill the hope
New Visual: Small red sunshine in the middle, round in center with squares radiating out, dark in center, purples and reds and yellows, and beams going out. Much like a kaleidescope.
Transform? Couldn't picture the original, so it must have transformed. (?)
Update: After completing this tracking, the foot pain was gone for the rest of the day. It returned though, so there is likely another holodyne involved (and/or it may take some time to physically potentialize).
Issue: Swelling and pain on left arch of foot (4 Hd's)
6/19/09-Hd2-L3-1G
Visual: Half a sunshine is rising with red and yellow flames. Representative of Jesus.
Positive intention: To give hope and fulfill the hope
New Visual: Small red sunshine in the middle, round in center with squares radiating out, dark in center, purples and reds and yellows, and beams going out. Much like a kaleidescope.
Transform? Couldn't picture the original, so it must have transformed. (?)
Update: After completing this tracking, the foot pain was gone for the rest of the day. It returned though, so there is likely another holodyne involved (and/or it may take some time to physically potentialize).
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Weak Liver - Part 2
This was the first tracking since the seminar that I have actually facilitated where the person themselves did the visualizing and integration. While it took a little work, I sensed that the same thing was happening with them that was happening with me. While this is still only one person, I'm excited at the prospect of being able to help others learn to track and transform their own holodynes.
Name: D.V.
Issue: Liver weakness (5 Hds)
6/20/09-Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: Yellow life raft, in life raft waiting for rescue
Intention: Safety
Relation: Non-movement, waiting for something
New Visual: Looking down into the water from the raft, mountains appear with snow on them. It continues to snow on them even though it is a sunny day. The water has disappeared and the raft is now evidently way up in the sky. The snow is seen as a negative that you are safe from.
Relation: Some issues are beyond control, you don't have to be upset about it, you can be at peace with it.
Transform? Yes.
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: Smile as you look down!
Name: D.V.
Issue: Liver weakness (5 Hds)
6/20/09-Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: Yellow life raft, in life raft waiting for rescue
Intention: Safety
Relation: Non-movement, waiting for something
New Visual: Looking down into the water from the raft, mountains appear with snow on them. It continues to snow on them even though it is a sunny day. The water has disappeared and the raft is now evidently way up in the sky. The snow is seen as a negative that you are safe from.
Relation: Some issues are beyond control, you don't have to be upset about it, you can be at peace with it.
Transform? Yes.
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: Smile as you look down!
Weak Lungs - Part 2
After doing a substantial number of adjustments, I came to the realization that each transformation that occurred contained information that shaped itself to the performer, and that in fact the process of transforming was also a part of the integration process. Therefore, I decided to track the following holodynes but wanted to try letting the person themselves perform the transformation (and of course integration).
Name: D.V. (proxy)
Issue: Weak lungs
6/19/09-Hd2-L4-1G
Visual: A dolphin swimming through the water peacefully, with flashes of great big jaws, such as a great white shark, flashing in its mind, ever conscious of danger.
Relation: This ever present consciousness of danger could suppress the life forces, particularly paralyzing breathing.
Intent: Survival, caution, recognition of vulnerability, safety
New Visual: A wheel, spinning. It is moving very rapidly. It looks like a bike wheel but is connected to nothing. Though I sense it is connected and in fact enabling someone to go somewhere. After a time, someone tries to slow it down. They rub a stick on it. It does slow a little, but as soon as the stick is released, it picks up speed spinning again. This time, a hand tries slowing it down. Eventually, it comes to a stop in the firm grip. But the grip can't hold forever. It eventually releases and the wheel begins spinning again.
Relation: I sense that this wheel represents life, movement, and achievement. Issues may arise, but ultimately, they can't stop the process. Forward movement is eternal and can be slowed and hindered but never permanently stopped. Let the lungs reintroduce this life cycle and show them whose boss by deep, rhythmic an cyclical breathing.
Transformation: Incomplete
6/19/09-Hd3-L4-12G(d,d,d,d...)
Visual: A HUGE windmill, such as you might see in Holland, three stories high and as wide as a house. In fact, it may be one. The blades are turning on the great beast, turning, turning, then the wind dies a little and it slows a bit. The wind dies substantially and it just creaks along.
Intent: Movement, progress, achievement
Problem: Dependant on variable outside source
New Visual: A beautiful, shining red heart, it slowly turns in circles, showing off its completeness.
Relation: You are not the object being “done” but rather the object “doing”. You can achieve as little or as much as you want . . . There is an infinite supply of blood. You are the source.
Transform? Yes.
Result: Windmill spins fast, then comes off, doing loops around a tube now . . . Incomplete
Note: I haven't finished this one yet with this person. Will post an update if I do . . .
Name: D.V. (proxy)
Issue: Weak lungs
6/19/09-Hd2-L4-1G
Visual: A dolphin swimming through the water peacefully, with flashes of great big jaws, such as a great white shark, flashing in its mind, ever conscious of danger.
Relation: This ever present consciousness of danger could suppress the life forces, particularly paralyzing breathing.
Intent: Survival, caution, recognition of vulnerability, safety
New Visual: A wheel, spinning. It is moving very rapidly. It looks like a bike wheel but is connected to nothing. Though I sense it is connected and in fact enabling someone to go somewhere. After a time, someone tries to slow it down. They rub a stick on it. It does slow a little, but as soon as the stick is released, it picks up speed spinning again. This time, a hand tries slowing it down. Eventually, it comes to a stop in the firm grip. But the grip can't hold forever. It eventually releases and the wheel begins spinning again.
Relation: I sense that this wheel represents life, movement, and achievement. Issues may arise, but ultimately, they can't stop the process. Forward movement is eternal and can be slowed and hindered but never permanently stopped. Let the lungs reintroduce this life cycle and show them whose boss by deep, rhythmic an cyclical breathing.
Transformation: Incomplete
6/19/09-Hd3-L4-12G(d,d,d,d...)
Visual: A HUGE windmill, such as you might see in Holland, three stories high and as wide as a house. In fact, it may be one. The blades are turning on the great beast, turning, turning, then the wind dies a little and it slows a bit. The wind dies substantially and it just creaks along.
Intent: Movement, progress, achievement
Problem: Dependant on variable outside source
New Visual: A beautiful, shining red heart, it slowly turns in circles, showing off its completeness.
Relation: You are not the object being “done” but rather the object “doing”. You can achieve as little or as much as you want . . . There is an infinite supply of blood. You are the source.
Transform? Yes.
Result: Windmill spins fast, then comes off, doing loops around a tube now . . . Incomplete
Note: I haven't finished this one yet with this person. Will post an update if I do . . .
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Weak Lungs - Part 1
Name: D.V. (proxy)
Issue: Weak Lungs (3 Hd's)
6/13/09-Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: A nose with big nostrils, which turns out to be on a dog which is using it to smell with and going all around sniffing (Pluto style). It discovers something dangerous and frightful, gets scared and decides it doesn't want to do any more sniffing ever again (bad experience). No more inhaling. The breathing process becomes arrested.
Intention: exploration, discovery, safety
New Visual: A ferris wheel
Significance: One is able to have a new experience, see the world differently, obtain new vistas, while observing from a secure position that is safe, being fastened to the seat behind a metal bar. The circular motion of the ferris wheel might represent the restored rhythm of the lungs – steady, fixed motion which allows exploration with safety.
Transform? Yes. Complete: Yes
Issue: Weak Lungs (3 Hd's)
6/13/09-Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: A nose with big nostrils, which turns out to be on a dog which is using it to smell with and going all around sniffing (Pluto style). It discovers something dangerous and frightful, gets scared and decides it doesn't want to do any more sniffing ever again (bad experience). No more inhaling. The breathing process becomes arrested.
Intention: exploration, discovery, safety
New Visual: A ferris wheel
Significance: One is able to have a new experience, see the world differently, obtain new vistas, while observing from a secure position that is safe, being fastened to the seat behind a metal bar. The circular motion of the ferris wheel might represent the restored rhythm of the lungs – steady, fixed motion which allows exploration with safety.
Transform? Yes. Complete: Yes
Weak Liver - Part 1
Name: D.V. (proxy)
Issue: Weak Liver (5 Hd's)
6/13/09-Hd1-L3-2G (m)
Visual: A banana is on the ground and it gets stepped on, squashing. Someone finds it and not wanting to waste it, scoops it up and lays it on the counter. It just sits there. It isn't eaten because, well, it's kind of messy and gross. Yet it can't be thrown out – it's still food. Fruit flies come and it rots, starting to stink. But it could be eaten to survive.
Intent: Not wasting, conservation, thrift, making sure needs are met.
New Visual: A child tasting food. Some foods it likes, some it spits all over the place. These may be perfectly good foods, but not what the child's body needs at the time. It may be wasteful, but the child's body and health are more important.
Note: Before the above visual, two other images came up, one of a merry-go-round, and one of a painter, neither of which seemed to “fit”. Then I “rang the bell” (explained below) and got this.
Discovery: Blocks to seeing / perceiving / sensing while tracking can be overcome by “ringing” the bell of love (it's word / thought / feeling / intent / consciousness) in the consciousness repeatedly while doing the tracking. This will clear out and drive away any hindrances that may present themselves. Also, re-emphasizing desire to remove blockage and maintaining a state of humility, supplication, dependency, and appreciation for assistance from guides (God/Goddess/Spirit, angels, other beings).
Willing to transform? Yes. Complete? Yes
Issue: Weak Liver (5 Hd's)
6/13/09-Hd1-L3-2G (m)
Visual: A banana is on the ground and it gets stepped on, squashing. Someone finds it and not wanting to waste it, scoops it up and lays it on the counter. It just sits there. It isn't eaten because, well, it's kind of messy and gross. Yet it can't be thrown out – it's still food. Fruit flies come and it rots, starting to stink. But it could be eaten to survive.
Intent: Not wasting, conservation, thrift, making sure needs are met.
New Visual: A child tasting food. Some foods it likes, some it spits all over the place. These may be perfectly good foods, but not what the child's body needs at the time. It may be wasteful, but the child's body and health are more important.
Note: Before the above visual, two other images came up, one of a merry-go-round, and one of a painter, neither of which seemed to “fit”. Then I “rang the bell” (explained below) and got this.
Discovery: Blocks to seeing / perceiving / sensing while tracking can be overcome by “ringing” the bell of love (it's word / thought / feeling / intent / consciousness) in the consciousness repeatedly while doing the tracking. This will clear out and drive away any hindrances that may present themselves. Also, re-emphasizing desire to remove blockage and maintaining a state of humility, supplication, dependency, and appreciation for assistance from guides (God/Goddess/Spirit, angels, other beings).
Willing to transform? Yes. Complete? Yes
Liver and Anger
Name: Ryan Van Denburgh and D.V.
Issue: Liver (related to anger / revenge) (15 Hd)
6/18-19/09-Hd4-L2-3G(d,m)
Visual: Train on tracks runs out of coal out in the middle of nowhere and stops on the tracks. Another train comes along, derailing it and knocking it off the tracks as it goes, then keeps going. The engineer is pissed. Now both out of fuel and derailed. Particularly pissed at the other train. He wants revenge but won't get it because he has no way of finding who did it. He will simply be angry his whole life.
Intent: Protection (against the unkindness of others). Justification (in this case by shifting blame).
Relation to Liver: Liver is the center of metabolism. Life may offer some unpleasant realities which we refuse to accept (and would rather blame) or “metabolize”. These disempower us in that by not accepting responsibility for unpleasant outcomes, we are likely to see them repeat. We need to accept and process all that comes down the pipe. For after all, we swallowed it.
New Visual: A seal trying to balance a ball. After a time, it falls off and he catches it with his flipper, after many attempts with the same result, he tries balancing again and falls backward into a pool of water. He gets out and tries again.
Relation: Life is like a ball we try to balance. No one else is ultimately responsible besides us. We must accept full responsibility and full ownership for the outcome. We are certain to fail at times, but that is OK, it's a learning process, just go back at it again. We may even fall big time, but the worst thing that can happen is that our egos get drenched. Get back up! (BTW it's all just a circus! Don't take it too seriously!)
Transform? Yes.
Result: About one hour of many scenes, lastly a skeleton that wished to be evil. But it could find no acts of evil that it could commit sustainably and comfortably without it coming back and hurting itself in some way. It did many atrocious things, but whether killing off its servants (resulting in it having to do all the work now) or sneaking into homes and shooting children (resulting in increasingly stepped up security so it couldn't access them) or going to Africa and killing (resulting in having to live in the bush), none turned out to be sustainable. It gave up trying to be evil and took off a mask to reveal a person (above possibly a cathartic). Eventually it became the seal only this time, the ball stayed perfectly balanced, and in one spot, while the seal underneath moved back and forth, keeping it perfectly balanced. (1 hr +)
Note: The above took a substantial amount of time, but wasn't nearly as agonizing as the last “long” one. Possibly due to an adjusting. It would appear much like biking to Cottonwood – the very first trip is the hardest you will ever make!
Note 2: Interestingly, I no longer feel angry at a particular person (or anyone) anymore!
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: Take 100% responsibility and you'll never have any one to blame!
Feelings: I'm free! No longer bound by anger and no longer a victim of anyone! No one controls me!!
Issue: Liver (related to anger / revenge) (15 Hd)
6/18-19/09-Hd4-L2-3G(d,m)
Visual: Train on tracks runs out of coal out in the middle of nowhere and stops on the tracks. Another train comes along, derailing it and knocking it off the tracks as it goes, then keeps going. The engineer is pissed. Now both out of fuel and derailed. Particularly pissed at the other train. He wants revenge but won't get it because he has no way of finding who did it. He will simply be angry his whole life.
Intent: Protection (against the unkindness of others). Justification (in this case by shifting blame).
Relation to Liver: Liver is the center of metabolism. Life may offer some unpleasant realities which we refuse to accept (and would rather blame) or “metabolize”. These disempower us in that by not accepting responsibility for unpleasant outcomes, we are likely to see them repeat. We need to accept and process all that comes down the pipe. For after all, we swallowed it.
New Visual: A seal trying to balance a ball. After a time, it falls off and he catches it with his flipper, after many attempts with the same result, he tries balancing again and falls backward into a pool of water. He gets out and tries again.
Relation: Life is like a ball we try to balance. No one else is ultimately responsible besides us. We must accept full responsibility and full ownership for the outcome. We are certain to fail at times, but that is OK, it's a learning process, just go back at it again. We may even fall big time, but the worst thing that can happen is that our egos get drenched. Get back up! (BTW it's all just a circus! Don't take it too seriously!)
Transform? Yes.
Result: About one hour of many scenes, lastly a skeleton that wished to be evil. But it could find no acts of evil that it could commit sustainably and comfortably without it coming back and hurting itself in some way. It did many atrocious things, but whether killing off its servants (resulting in it having to do all the work now) or sneaking into homes and shooting children (resulting in increasingly stepped up security so it couldn't access them) or going to Africa and killing (resulting in having to live in the bush), none turned out to be sustainable. It gave up trying to be evil and took off a mask to reveal a person (above possibly a cathartic). Eventually it became the seal only this time, the ball stayed perfectly balanced, and in one spot, while the seal underneath moved back and forth, keeping it perfectly balanced. (1 hr +)
Note: The above took a substantial amount of time, but wasn't nearly as agonizing as the last “long” one. Possibly due to an adjusting. It would appear much like biking to Cottonwood – the very first trip is the hardest you will ever make!
Note 2: Interestingly, I no longer feel angry at a particular person (or anyone) anymore!
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: Take 100% responsibility and you'll never have any one to blame!
Feelings: I'm free! No longer bound by anger and no longer a victim of anyone! No one controls me!!
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