I have been hesitant to post references to God and Angels on here because I know that some people's belief systems don't embrace these as a reality. And yet, in not so doing, I have denied credit to whom credit is due. Yes, I have given it personally, but I feel a public acknowledgment is in order. It is quite possible that I am doing this solely for my own sake – it seems I've hit a wall, largely due to subconsciously trying to take all the credit for the results I'm getting, leaving little room for outside help – or maybe there are those on here struggling to get results that need an affirmation that outside help is available and in fact what gave me most of these results. Either way, I sense this post needs to be made.
Thank you God, Angels, and any other entities that gave and are giving assistance to those of us doing these trackings. I give you at least 75% of the credit for what is recorded here.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Throwing Fits for Attention
Name: J.V. (proxy)
Issue: Throwing a fit to get attention from mom (2 Hds)
6/28/09
Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: Two Marbles rolling along. They both roll along together, occasionally touching. The on marble speeds in front of the other and blocks it from moving. No matter how hard the other marble tries to get around it, it rolls into its way. Block . . . block . . . block.
Representing: Mom and J. with J. blocking mom
Intent: Attention, recognition, appreciation, wants to be loved
Why? To establish identity
Why? Not sure of own identity
Ultimate Intent: To know self
New Visual: A kite soaring up in the air, free and independent
Significance: The kite is flying high above other people, soaring in its own world and being moved by the wind (spirit). It is living and moving completely independently of others and yet it is held in place by mom and dad (via the string).
Willing to transform? Already did
Hd2-L3-2G(d)
Visual: A sawmill cutting wood - “bzzzz . . .bzzzz”
Intention: To make something
Relation: There is a desire to make something but if there is nothing positive that can be made, it will make something negative (trouble). The saw is both creative and destructive.
New Visual: A seagull, strutting around and flying around. It flies then lands and walks, then flies. At one point it fights to try and steal a fish from another animal, but is unsuccessful. Though unsuccessful, it is still content.
Meaning: Seagull is seeking to live out its life as it wishes, but if it is thwarted, it doesn't get upset, it just tries elsewhere, all the while contented.
Transform? Already did
Issue: Throwing a fit to get attention from mom (2 Hds)
6/28/09
Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: Two Marbles rolling along. They both roll along together, occasionally touching. The on marble speeds in front of the other and blocks it from moving. No matter how hard the other marble tries to get around it, it rolls into its way. Block . . . block . . . block.
Representing: Mom and J. with J. blocking mom
Intent: Attention, recognition, appreciation, wants to be loved
Why? To establish identity
Why? Not sure of own identity
Ultimate Intent: To know self
New Visual: A kite soaring up in the air, free and independent
Significance: The kite is flying high above other people, soaring in its own world and being moved by the wind (spirit). It is living and moving completely independently of others and yet it is held in place by mom and dad (via the string).
Willing to transform? Already did
Hd2-L3-2G(d)
Visual: A sawmill cutting wood - “bzzzz . . .bzzzz”
Intention: To make something
Relation: There is a desire to make something but if there is nothing positive that can be made, it will make something negative (trouble). The saw is both creative and destructive.
New Visual: A seagull, strutting around and flying around. It flies then lands and walks, then flies. At one point it fights to try and steal a fish from another animal, but is unsuccessful. Though unsuccessful, it is still content.
Meaning: Seagull is seeking to live out its life as it wishes, but if it is thwarted, it doesn't get upset, it just tries elsewhere, all the while contented.
Transform? Already did
Butterflies in Stomach
Since this one was very personal, I facilitated without being told the images, significance attached or intentions. Since we had already discovered that the foot was hurting to block emotional pain, and we knew that this was related, it didn't surprise us to find that the foot started hurting intensely during this tracking. The pain in the stomach subsided immediately, however, and after the tracking the pain in the foot was substantially less. I was informed of a few details after the tracking was over which I have included here.
Name: P.V.
Issue: Butterflies in stomach / intestinal uneasiness (1 hd)
6/23/09-Hd1-L5-1G
Visual: A cross with a snake on it
Intention: To bear the pain / suffer for the sake of right
New Visual: An ark with angels and a mercy seat
Representing: Mediation, the pain has been born
Transform? Yes. Complete? Yes
Q1-4:Yes, Q5: Isaiah 41:10
Assignment: Test me!
Name: P.V.
Issue: Butterflies in stomach / intestinal uneasiness (1 hd)
6/23/09-Hd1-L5-1G
Visual: A cross with a snake on it
Intention: To bear the pain / suffer for the sake of right
New Visual: An ark with angels and a mercy seat
Representing: Mediation, the pain has been born
Transform? Yes. Complete? Yes
Q1-4:Yes, Q5: Isaiah 41:10
Assignment: Test me!
Blood / Uneasiness with Future
Name: Ryan Van Denburgh
Issue: Blood / Uneasiness (4 Hd's)
6/19, 6/28/09-Hd1-L2-1G
Visual: A car driving with its headlights on slowly and cautiously
Intention: Movement, progress, guidance, foresight, achievement, safety, caution
Feelings: Uncertainty, uneasiness, worry, where is my life going? where is this road taking me?
New Visual: A kangaroo
About: At peace, just bounces forward in faith, with a confidence that "it will be alright" no worries, doesn't even know how to worry.
Transform: Yes
Result: Transformed. A picture of me running a balance beam in elementary school popped up where I fell off (didn't use caution), possibly an additive or source of the original holodyne. (15 minutes)
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: (a) Hop it up! (b) Remember me (c) Help me get to SB and established
8/1/09 - Update: I really like this one and have used it often. It has helped me move forward fearlessly on issues I very likely would have been too hesitant to address otherwise . . .
Issue: Blood / Uneasiness (4 Hd's)
6/19, 6/28/09-Hd1-L2-1G
Visual: A car driving with its headlights on slowly and cautiously
Intention: Movement, progress, guidance, foresight, achievement, safety, caution
Feelings: Uncertainty, uneasiness, worry, where is my life going? where is this road taking me?
New Visual: A kangaroo
About: At peace, just bounces forward in faith, with a confidence that "it will be alright" no worries, doesn't even know how to worry.
Transform: Yes
Result: Transformed. A picture of me running a balance beam in elementary school popped up where I fell off (didn't use caution), possibly an additive or source of the original holodyne. (15 minutes)
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: (a) Hop it up! (b) Remember me (c) Help me get to SB and established
8/1/09 - Update: I really like this one and have used it often. It has helped me move forward fearlessly on issues I very likely would have been too hesitant to address otherwise . . .
Needing Excess Sleep
Name: E.V. (proxy)
Issue: Needing excess sleep (4 Hd's)
6/29/09-Hd2-L5-1G
Visual: A happy yellow rubber duck is sitting in some water. Then someone unplugs the drain and it creates a funnel of swirling water which sucks the duck over top of it. The duck doesn't get sucked down, but floats on top of it, spinning rapidly in circles, getting dizzy.
Feelings: Helpless, a victim of life, others, and circumstances beyond one's control.
Relation: Sleep is an escape from victimization.
Intention: Control of own life, self-empowerment, immunity, bulletproofness
New Visual: Two pieces of bread or sitting in a at oaster and pushed down, popping up a second later as toast
Significance: Thin of yourself as the bread. Someone want to do you harm and “puts heat on you”. Their intentions might be evil, but the heat only makes you tougher.
Transform? Yes
Result: Images of being dunked and held under water, cartoon images (Tasmanian Devil, Road-Runner, etc.), playing baseball images, early school images, etc. Finally a toaster . . . (12 Minutes)
Update 6/30: I did this tracking for a friend without their knowledge of it. They went to bed at 11:30 and woke up at 5:30 and "couldn't go back to sleep because of the light" (the usual is 7:00 or so). I've never heard or noticed they had this problem before. They had no sign of tiredness like they did the day before when they had slept much later!
Issue: Needing excess sleep (4 Hd's)
6/29/09-Hd2-L5-1G
Visual: A happy yellow rubber duck is sitting in some water. Then someone unplugs the drain and it creates a funnel of swirling water which sucks the duck over top of it. The duck doesn't get sucked down, but floats on top of it, spinning rapidly in circles, getting dizzy.
Feelings: Helpless, a victim of life, others, and circumstances beyond one's control.
Relation: Sleep is an escape from victimization.
Intention: Control of own life, self-empowerment, immunity, bulletproofness
New Visual: Two pieces of bread or sitting in a at oaster and pushed down, popping up a second later as toast
Significance: Thin of yourself as the bread. Someone want to do you harm and “puts heat on you”. Their intentions might be evil, but the heat only makes you tougher.
Transform? Yes
Result: Images of being dunked and held under water, cartoon images (Tasmanian Devil, Road-Runner, etc.), playing baseball images, early school images, etc. Finally a toaster . . . (12 Minutes)
Update 6/30: I did this tracking for a friend without their knowledge of it. They went to bed at 11:30 and woke up at 5:30 and "couldn't go back to sleep because of the light" (the usual is 7:00 or so). I've never heard or noticed they had this problem before. They had no sign of tiredness like they did the day before when they had slept much later!
Foot Pain - Part 4
Name: P.V. (proxy)
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
6/23/09-Hd4-L5-1G
Visual: I single Domino is standing. As it is standing, it begins to wobble. It tips over and begins an immense avalanche of Dominoes in strings and designs that circle the world.
Intention: Sensitivity, recognition
Problem: One small problem can be turned into an overwhelming problem, creating a crushing emotional load out of a minuscule issue.
New Visual: A multi-color top, with wonderful rainbow swirls is spinning and moving here and there as it spins.
Significance: As the terrain changes that the top is moving across, the direction and location of the top change, and yet, it doesn't stop the top from spinning or even slow it down. Thus, it is sensitive to its environment, yet not changed itself by it.
INCOMPLETE
8/1/09 - Update: Though we never completed this transformation, P.V. remarked to me how helpful this imagery was in a particular circumstance. Overall for the foot pain, P.V. stated (in an email dated 7/29/09):
"Seriously, the new way of looking at things really is very helpful, especially today as it's our 36th. God is good--all the time, and I thank Him and you!" - P.V.
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
6/23/09-Hd4-L5-1G
Visual: I single Domino is standing. As it is standing, it begins to wobble. It tips over and begins an immense avalanche of Dominoes in strings and designs that circle the world.
Intention: Sensitivity, recognition
Problem: One small problem can be turned into an overwhelming problem, creating a crushing emotional load out of a minuscule issue.
New Visual: A multi-color top, with wonderful rainbow swirls is spinning and moving here and there as it spins.
Significance: As the terrain changes that the top is moving across, the direction and location of the top change, and yet, it doesn't stop the top from spinning or even slow it down. Thus, it is sensitive to its environment, yet not changed itself by it.
INCOMPLETE
8/1/09 - Update: Though we never completed this transformation, P.V. remarked to me how helpful this imagery was in a particular circumstance. Overall for the foot pain, P.V. stated (in an email dated 7/29/09):
"Seriously, the new way of looking at things really is very helpful, especially today as it's our 36th. God is good--all the time, and I thank Him and you!" - P.V.
Blood / Uneasiness with Future
Name: Ryan Van Denburgh
Issue: Blood / Uneasiness (4 Hd's)
6/19, 6/28/09-Hd1-L2-1G
Visual: A car driving with its headlights on slowly and cautiously
Intention: Movement, progress, guidance, foresight, achievement, safety, caution
Feelings: Uncertainty, uneasiness, worry, where is my life going? where is this road taking me?
New Visual: A kangaroo
About: At peace, just bounces forward in faith, with a confidence that "it will be alright" no worries, doesn't even know how to worry.
Transform: Yes
Result: Transformed. A picture of me running a balance beam in elementary school popped up where I fell off (didn't use caution), possibly an additive or source of the original holodyne. (15 minutes)
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: (a) Hop it up! (b) Remember me (c) Help me get to SB and established
8/1/09 - Update: I really like this one and have used it often. It has helped me move forward fearlessly on issues I very likely would have been too hesitant to address otherwise . . .
Issue: Blood / Uneasiness (4 Hd's)
6/19, 6/28/09-Hd1-L2-1G
Visual: A car driving with its headlights on slowly and cautiously
Intention: Movement, progress, guidance, foresight, achievement, safety, caution
Feelings: Uncertainty, uneasiness, worry, where is my life going? where is this road taking me?
New Visual: A kangaroo
About: At peace, just bounces forward in faith, with a confidence that "it will be alright" no worries, doesn't even know how to worry.
Transform: Yes
Result: Transformed. A picture of me running a balance beam in elementary school popped up where I fell off (didn't use caution), possibly an additive or source of the original holodyne. (15 minutes)
Q1-4: Yes. Q5: (a) Hop it up! (b) Remember me (c) Help me get to SB and established
8/1/09 - Update: I really like this one and have used it often. It has helped me move forward fearlessly on issues I very likely would have been too hesitant to address otherwise . . .
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