To allow for greater interaction and privacy, future posts will be made in a Ning forum. I may still update these posts as I am inspired!
And yes, I know that these need editing :) If someone would like to volunteer or do so in exchange for a consultation session, that would be marvelous!
May you reach your fullest potential!
-Ryan
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Holodynamics with Dr. Vernon Woolf
Interview of Dr. Woolf on the Broadband Learning Channel (Dec.1, 2005). For the full interview, click here
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Notice: Change of Integration Questions
From here on out, the "round table" question will be dropped (Q3), and the "help daily" (Q3) question will precede the "become one with" question.
Question 3 will instead take the first part of question 4 which is the personal aspect of assistance (physically) and expand it to include mentally, emotionally, and financially.
Thus:
Q1: Will you agree (1) to communicate openly with me and (2) help me achieve my full potential?
Q2: (1) Will you help me deal with old situations in more effective ways? (2) Will you help me daily? (3) Will you become one with me?
Q3: Will you help me physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and financially?
Q4: Will you help me in my relationships with others, socially and in the community? Will you help me maintain honesty and integrity? Will you help me universally to live in harmony with all live on the planet?
Q5: (1) Do you have any messages for me? (2) Any assignments? (3) Can you help me with ____ now?
Question 3 will instead take the first part of question 4 which is the personal aspect of assistance (physically) and expand it to include mentally, emotionally, and financially.
Thus:
Q1: Will you agree (1) to communicate openly with me and (2) help me achieve my full potential?
Q2: (1) Will you help me deal with old situations in more effective ways? (2) Will you help me daily? (3) Will you become one with me?
Q3: Will you help me physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and financially?
Q4: Will you help me in my relationships with others, socially and in the community? Will you help me maintain honesty and integrity? Will you help me universally to live in harmony with all live on the planet?
Q5: (1) Do you have any messages for me? (2) Any assignments? (3) Can you help me with ____ now?
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Foot Pain - Part 5
Name: P. V. (proxy)
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
7/9,12/09-Hd5?-L4.3-1G
Visual: An astronaut is floating down in a parachute and lands (on the moon) and walks along in full moon gear and armor.
Meaning: The universe is a hostile place, you can survive it, but you must suit up in protective gear. You may at times even have to trudge the desolate moonscapes of life alone. Keep going.
Feelings: Sorrow, aloneness
Intent: Survival, protection
New Visual: A kayaker is floating down stream and comes to a waterfall. She sails over it gracefully and plunges into the water, popping up moments later unscathed.
Meaning: There are challenges in life, but these are easily maneuverable. Enjoy the journey and meet the challenges with grace. You are not alone, but a small part of a flowing universe.
Transform? One condition. That you love me (you, Ryan, love me, kayaker). Ryan: And if I say no you are going to continue to be miserable? Yes. Why would you do that? Why would you sabotage yourself because of my actions? Because I love you and when that love isn't reciprocated it hurts me. Why would I not reciprocate love? Do you think I'm inherently cruel? No. Then why not? I don't know. Well if it's not because I'm cruel, it must be because I don't understand, right? Maybe . . . What else could it be? I don't know. Well I don't either. Do you think there is a reason? Yes. We've named two, can you name a third? No. Is it possible that there is no third? Yes. If it was merely due to a misunderstanding, would you be sorry and sad? No. So then you really are sorry and sad for a reason that you are not even sure exists? Yes. Do you want to continue living that way? No . . . So then, will you transform whether I love you or not? Yes.
Result: Became diver with space suit, then a teddy bear who got suited in a wet suit and kayak and became P's guide on the river and went down waterfall first. Took some time for P to develop confidence, but eventually P became very confident in rapids. (15 min)
Q5: Swish it up!
Note: Pretty much all the trackings thus far have been strait forward, but this one still has me guessing. Since we didn't complete several, this could be a revisit on them, or it could be a new one that didn't make it into the initial count. At any rate, I didn't want to do all the work, so I had P. do one, but I wanted this as a backup in case nothing came up for her. Something did, but we never transformed it, so I went back and transformed this one. Is it the same? I don't know, but the following does have some striking similarities. I never told her about the above either, so what follows is completely original . . .
Name: P. V.
Issue: Foot pain (4 Hd's)
7/11/09-Hd5?-L4.4-1G
Visual: A red blog that radiates – a breaking heart, splintering and shattering
Why? Loosing something of value
Intent: wholeness, completeness, love
New Visual: A rose, same color (red) gives out sweetest fragrance when crushed. Sees again, only this time not crushed.
Transform? I think so . . .
A lengthy conversation ensued about how you know, who and what the holodyne is and whether it is us, and the difference between the conscious and subconscious and the role of the will.
INCOMPLETE
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
7/9,12/09-Hd5?-L4.3-1G
Visual: An astronaut is floating down in a parachute and lands (on the moon) and walks along in full moon gear and armor.
Meaning: The universe is a hostile place, you can survive it, but you must suit up in protective gear. You may at times even have to trudge the desolate moonscapes of life alone. Keep going.
Feelings: Sorrow, aloneness
Intent: Survival, protection
New Visual: A kayaker is floating down stream and comes to a waterfall. She sails over it gracefully and plunges into the water, popping up moments later unscathed.
Meaning: There are challenges in life, but these are easily maneuverable. Enjoy the journey and meet the challenges with grace. You are not alone, but a small part of a flowing universe.
Transform? One condition. That you love me (you, Ryan, love me, kayaker). Ryan: And if I say no you are going to continue to be miserable? Yes. Why would you do that? Why would you sabotage yourself because of my actions? Because I love you and when that love isn't reciprocated it hurts me. Why would I not reciprocate love? Do you think I'm inherently cruel? No. Then why not? I don't know. Well if it's not because I'm cruel, it must be because I don't understand, right? Maybe . . . What else could it be? I don't know. Well I don't either. Do you think there is a reason? Yes. We've named two, can you name a third? No. Is it possible that there is no third? Yes. If it was merely due to a misunderstanding, would you be sorry and sad? No. So then you really are sorry and sad for a reason that you are not even sure exists? Yes. Do you want to continue living that way? No . . . So then, will you transform whether I love you or not? Yes.
Result: Became diver with space suit, then a teddy bear who got suited in a wet suit and kayak and became P's guide on the river and went down waterfall first. Took some time for P to develop confidence, but eventually P became very confident in rapids. (15 min)
Q5: Swish it up!
Note: Pretty much all the trackings thus far have been strait forward, but this one still has me guessing. Since we didn't complete several, this could be a revisit on them, or it could be a new one that didn't make it into the initial count. At any rate, I didn't want to do all the work, so I had P. do one, but I wanted this as a backup in case nothing came up for her. Something did, but we never transformed it, so I went back and transformed this one. Is it the same? I don't know, but the following does have some striking similarities. I never told her about the above either, so what follows is completely original . . .
Name: P. V.
Issue: Foot pain (4 Hd's)
7/11/09-Hd5?-L4.4-1G
Visual: A red blog that radiates – a breaking heart, splintering and shattering
Why? Loosing something of value
Intent: wholeness, completeness, love
New Visual: A rose, same color (red) gives out sweetest fragrance when crushed. Sees again, only this time not crushed.
Transform? I think so . . .
A lengthy conversation ensued about how you know, who and what the holodyne is and whether it is us, and the difference between the conscious and subconscious and the role of the will.
INCOMPLETE
Update: Brainwave Restructuring
July 12
While I've noticed every tracking I do shift the level of consciousness and thinking I have dramatically at the time, and then fade into a kind of general undertone, I'm now starting to notice a collective affect of all these transformations. My thoughts are becoming very coherent and are starting to resonate. It's really pretty wild. It's like I had this multitude of thoughts going off all at once and since many of them were saying different things (largely subconsciously), there was both a chaos and a canceling affect. Now I sense these waves are all coming together to create one intense coherent pattern. I'm in the middle of Lynne McTaggart's book “The Intention Experiment” (highly recommended) and it talks about this very thing and all the scientific research that has been done on brain wave patterns among those who meditate and how they are much more uniform and coherent (Chapter 5). I believe I'm getting the same affect of years of meditation with much less effort. Rather then focusing on and empowering a mature holodyne over many decades to overcome the immature ones, I am simply transforming the immature ones to resonate with the mature ones!
While I've noticed every tracking I do shift the level of consciousness and thinking I have dramatically at the time, and then fade into a kind of general undertone, I'm now starting to notice a collective affect of all these transformations. My thoughts are becoming very coherent and are starting to resonate. It's really pretty wild. It's like I had this multitude of thoughts going off all at once and since many of them were saying different things (largely subconsciously), there was both a chaos and a canceling affect. Now I sense these waves are all coming together to create one intense coherent pattern. I'm in the middle of Lynne McTaggart's book “The Intention Experiment” (highly recommended) and it talks about this very thing and all the scientific research that has been done on brain wave patterns among those who meditate and how they are much more uniform and coherent (Chapter 5). I believe I'm getting the same affect of years of meditation with much less effort. Rather then focusing on and empowering a mature holodyne over many decades to overcome the immature ones, I am simply transforming the immature ones to resonate with the mature ones!
Blood - Part 3
Name: Ryan Van Denburgh
Issue: Blood (4 Hd's)
7/14/09-Hd4-L2.4-1G
Visual: A squirrel scampers around, then pauses, looking for possible predators, then scampers again and pauses.
Meaning: Life has threats – keep a careful eye out for them.
Feelings: Underlying fear
New: A parachute floats gracefully down from the sky.
Meaning: You may be surrounded by apparent dangers, but trust the parachute – the real life odds of a parachute ever failing are minuscule – the odds of God failing are zero. Your fears will never come to pass – let them go.
Transform;? Yes
Results: Already transformed
Q1: Yes. Full potential? Meaning? When I have fears you remind me to trust. Yes.
Q2: Old Situations? Meaning? Any fear that pops up you will help me release . . . Yes. One with? Meaning? I will automatically have no fears. Yes.
Q3: Yes. Help everyday? Meaning? I have zero fear. Yes.
Q4: Physically? Meaning? Since I have no fears I can have joy – will you give me joy? Yes! Relationship with others? How would that look? I let go of fears in terms of outcomes and simply trust that I cannot be harmed. Wow, the phrase is worth repeating: I cannot be harmed! Yes. Community? Look like? You remind me that even a whole community cannot harm me. (I like it!). Yes. Universally? Yes.
Q5: Trust
Issue: Blood (4 Hd's)
7/14/09-Hd4-L2.4-1G
Visual: A squirrel scampers around, then pauses, looking for possible predators, then scampers again and pauses.
Meaning: Life has threats – keep a careful eye out for them.
Feelings: Underlying fear
New: A parachute floats gracefully down from the sky.
Meaning: You may be surrounded by apparent dangers, but trust the parachute – the real life odds of a parachute ever failing are minuscule – the odds of God failing are zero. Your fears will never come to pass – let them go.
Transform;? Yes
Results: Already transformed
Q1: Yes. Full potential? Meaning? When I have fears you remind me to trust. Yes.
Q2: Old Situations? Meaning? Any fear that pops up you will help me release . . . Yes. One with? Meaning? I will automatically have no fears. Yes.
Q3: Yes. Help everyday? Meaning? I have zero fear. Yes.
Q4: Physically? Meaning? Since I have no fears I can have joy – will you give me joy? Yes! Relationship with others? How would that look? I let go of fears in terms of outcomes and simply trust that I cannot be harmed. Wow, the phrase is worth repeating: I cannot be harmed! Yes. Community? Look like? You remind me that even a whole community cannot harm me. (I like it!). Yes. Universally? Yes.
Q5: Trust
Nails / Protection - Part 3
Name: Ryan Van Denburgh
Issue: Nails / Protection(5 Hd's)
7/14/09-Hd3-L2.4-1G
Visual: A giant shark swims around; after several passes, it turns abruptly straight toward me and CHOMP, it's over.
Feelings: Generally feel safe around the shark but recognize possible danger – when the worst comes true, it's a surprise.
Intent: Safety, peace, fearlessness, excitement
New: A young chick is out pecking the ground for bugs, but stays close to mother and the rest – it recognizes its vulnerability and so stays in a safe range.
Meaning: Recognize your vulnerable weaknesses and invite protection to compensate. Don't presumptuously assume that you are unharmable. Ego is the #1 killer. Sharks don't care if you're a genius and hawks don't care if a baby chick is cute.
Transform? Yes
Result: Willing, but there is an immense amount of ego blocking the transformation. Transformed (5 min).
Q1-4: Yes
Q5: Be a chick!
Total Time: 29 Minutes
Issue: Nails / Protection(5 Hd's)
7/14/09-Hd3-L2.4-1G
Visual: A giant shark swims around; after several passes, it turns abruptly straight toward me and CHOMP, it's over.
Feelings: Generally feel safe around the shark but recognize possible danger – when the worst comes true, it's a surprise.
Intent: Safety, peace, fearlessness, excitement
New: A young chick is out pecking the ground for bugs, but stays close to mother and the rest – it recognizes its vulnerability and so stays in a safe range.
Meaning: Recognize your vulnerable weaknesses and invite protection to compensate. Don't presumptuously assume that you are unharmable. Ego is the #1 killer. Sharks don't care if you're a genius and hawks don't care if a baby chick is cute.
Transform? Yes
Result: Willing, but there is an immense amount of ego blocking the transformation. Transformed (5 min).
Q1-4: Yes
Q5: Be a chick!
Total Time: 29 Minutes
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