Yes, I've been having digestive trouble. Putting holodynamics to work I found that five holodynes were responsible for this. In an effort to keep better track of them, I'm putting them here in this blog. I've actually transformed four of them already. The last one I did (#3) was a starfish that turned into a rippling and flowing rainbow. I took the relation to digestion to mean that I was very rigid in thought, and that was keeping my food from "flowing" through the intestine. Today's holodyne (#4) was a globe spinning very fast with four beams of light coming out of it. I couldn't even communicate with it it was moving so fast, and so busy. I could sense that it was full of information, but that no new information could be imparted to the system it was so busy. Its intention was to contain all the cosmic information of the universe. In order to fulfill this, it needed to slow down and accept beams of light from outer space. It was willing to transform, and became a large, beautiful, slowly revolving globe, which purple beams of light would penetrate and it would absorb and light up. It could also shoot these massive beams out at will. There was a very beautiful give and take. I understood this to mean that I was wanting to be so "self-sufficient" and so intent on "my agenda" that I was unwilling to accept help from others. It affected my food in that I really didn't want to receive nutrition from it, because that implied that I was incomplete in myself. What I need to remember is that I am complete in myself whether I have a body or not, so accepting food and air are simply things I do that enable me to express that completeness on this planet in a physical way.
Having transformed two holodynes, I noticed that I could eat much later at night then usual without it disrupting my sleep, or feeling this food still there in the morning. I will be excited to see if this clears up completely. If it does, I expect the gunk on my tongue, and the lines on it that indicate intestinal dysfunction to clear up as well.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
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