Name: G.V. (proxy)
Blockage: Worry, anxiety, tension (13 Hd's)
6/2/09-Hd1-L6-1G
Visual: Grenade with a fuse that is burning, explodes, but does no harm, then starts over again.
Representing: Fear of death, loss, tragedy to loved one.
Why? Not sure they will be ready, taken before time, might no be saved, victim of devil
Positive Intent: Warning, safety
Why? Wants all family and friends to be in heaven (saved)
Does God? Yes
Is He more powerful then devil? Yes
So issue of trust in God? Yes
New Holodyne: Cherry Tree
Representing family and friends and it is God's tree so He will take care of it.
Willing to transform? Yes
Result: Transformed after 27 minutes of going through various stages. It stopped at a buffalo where we pressed “pause” to pick it up and finished the next morning where it finally ended a cherry tree.
Feelings at end: peace, trust, contented, grateful
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Learning Block
Name: E.V. (proxy)
Blockage: Learning truth, seeking answers (3 Hd's)
6/2/09-Hd1-L2-2G(m)
Visual: A vast and endless ocean
Representing: Infinite nature of truth, you can never know everything, why bother? You can't measure it. It is pointless to try to comprehend.
Positive Intent: To recognize the grandness of truth
New Visual: A measuring ruler
Meaning: There are some things that can be known and determined. If you start by measuring small things, these can provide a measurement for larger things and allow you to truly know the grandness of truth.
Willing to transform? Yes
Result: Transformed
Blockage: Learning truth, seeking answers (3 Hd's)
6/2/09-Hd1-L2-2G(m)
Visual: A vast and endless ocean
Representing: Infinite nature of truth, you can never know everything, why bother? You can't measure it. It is pointless to try to comprehend.
Positive Intent: To recognize the grandness of truth
New Visual: A measuring ruler
Meaning: There are some things that can be known and determined. If you start by measuring small things, these can provide a measurement for larger things and allow you to truly know the grandness of truth.
Willing to transform? Yes
Result: Transformed
Overeating to Gain Weight
OK, and now for the ones that are recorded. Please keep in mind that the discussion shapes itself to the audience and therefore uses terms and perspectives that they can relate to. Many of these are Christians, so the terminology follows this. The overall understandings, of course, are universal, and could apply equally to any. If you have trouble with any of these terms or perspectives, feel free to comment and we can discuss.
Name: G.H. (proxy)
Issue: Over-eating to gain weight (8 Hd's)
6/1/09-Hd1-L2-G1
Visual: White mushroom with red top and pink polka dots on the underside
Significance: Beautiful but poisonous, inwardly lacking
Positive intent: Transformation
Why? To be beautiful
Why? To be accepted
Why? To be loved
Why? To feel good
End result? Chasing feelings, focus on external beauty, overly concerned with people's perceptions, and opinions, distraction from the inward
What is the beauty that really matters? Inward
Where does that come from? God
Where then should the focus be? God and letting him transform the inside of us so that we are inwardly beautiful and that it shines out giving us external beauty that people appreciate, but that isn't concerned about others validation, it already knows it is valid in God
New Visual: A sun, shining brightly (can't be touched or changed by others)
Willing to transform? Yes
Result: Transformed with much to-do (3 minutes)
Feelings: Much relief, peace, happiness, joy
Name: G.H. (proxy)
Issue: Over-eating to gain weight (8 Hd's)
6/1/09-Hd1-L2-G1
Visual: White mushroom with red top and pink polka dots on the underside
Significance: Beautiful but poisonous, inwardly lacking
Positive intent: Transformation
Why? To be beautiful
Why? To be accepted
Why? To be loved
Why? To feel good
End result? Chasing feelings, focus on external beauty, overly concerned with people's perceptions, and opinions, distraction from the inward
What is the beauty that really matters? Inward
Where does that come from? God
Where then should the focus be? God and letting him transform the inside of us so that we are inwardly beautiful and that it shines out giving us external beauty that people appreciate, but that isn't concerned about others validation, it already knows it is valid in God
New Visual: A sun, shining brightly (can't be touched or changed by others)
Willing to transform? Yes
Result: Transformed with much to-do (3 minutes)
Feelings: Much relief, peace, happiness, joy
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Holodynamics: Facebook Definition
I just posted this on Facebook and thought I'd include it here . . .
Holodynamics (whole dynamic) posits that virtually all problems are caused by incomplete information systems. These information systems can be “matured” through a unique, visual based “informing” process. By altering these problems on their most fundamental level, we permanently transform anything that is blocking us from living at our full potential. While the hard science on this is still primordial, quantum physics opens a door wide enough for this easily to fit inside. But the real proof is in the person.
Holodynamics (whole dynamic) posits that virtually all problems are caused by incomplete information systems. These information systems can be “matured” through a unique, visual based “informing” process. By altering these problems on their most fundamental level, we permanently transform anything that is blocking us from living at our full potential. While the hard science on this is still primordial, quantum physics opens a door wide enough for this easily to fit inside. But the real proof is in the person.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Unrecorded March-May Adjustments
I regret that I didn't journal these transformations, but I do remember a few things:
Allergies
March 2009, 5 Hd's, all L4-1G
Having done NAET for nearly ten years, I found that it quickly “fixed” the problem and generally each treatment “stuck” but on occasion, it would return, and even though some allergies didn't I found myself acquiring new allergies wherever I went. While certainly a valuable therapy, it wasn't addressing why I was susceptible to getting allergies in the first place, which was a psychological issue. Since I was sleeping outside at the time, as soon as pollen season hit, I was miserable. For some reason, they affected me more at night then day. I would suffer all night, waking after 10 hours still tired and feeling like I'd just been driving all night in LA rush hour traffic. I would have to do chi-gong and the five rites along with some meditation just to get back to feeling normal every morning. As I did the holodynamic treatments over the course of several days, it gradually disappeared accordingly until approximately a week after I started, I was sleeping like a baby and awakening refreshed and feeling great. All symptoms were gone.
Digestion
April 2009 – 4 Hd's, all L3
1G – Earth spinning fast to slow
2G – Starfish to rainbow (m)
3G – Tick tack toe to smiley face (m,m)
3G – Can't remember (m, m)
From the time I was young, I had digestive trouble. I would have constipation, gas, stomach aches and just generally unpleasant feelings in my gut. Eating a better diet helped, and when I dropped supper, I almost started feeling normal. However, I still could not eat anything after about 4:00 PM without regretting it the following morning. I would feel (and smell) like it sat there all night fermenting and would have little desire for breakfast. I also noticed a very nasty slimy gunk on my tongue. My digestion is now so good that I can eat something in the morning and its ready to exit by evening (I fasted to figure this out). See previous posts for more info.
Allergies
May 2009, 2 Hd's, L4-1G
I was surprised and almost disappointed to find I still had allergies after the first treatment. But strangely, they had stayed away completely until the Mesquite flowers started to bloom. As these allergies affected me differently (watery eyes, running nose and sneezing), and occurred at a different time period I thought possibly they could be different. The holodynes showed up different, and after adjusting both of them, the following day I noticed a decrease in symptoms. They continued to decrease until five days later I had no sign of them. I knew that I had been allergic to Mesquite both through muscle response testing and the fact that symptoms hit me hardest when I walked around them or brushed up against them. They continued blooming for weeks after, yet I still had and have zero symptoms.
Foot Alignment
May 2009, 1 Hd, L3-1G
My feet have always kind of pointed out to the sides. Well, I had heard that this characteristic usually was present in very open, accepting people. I haven't been able to verify this beyond myself, my grandmother, and my nephew, but it seems to fit. While this might not seem like a problem at first, it forces one to be very cautious and shy in that one feels that they must embrace all the problems they see, or things they don't want. They are always saying yes, and can never say no. In fact, I can remember sitting outside a bakery and wanting to go in and see what they had, but very hesitant, because if I went in I would feel as though I had to buy something. The graphic that appeared to me fit this, being a “V”. The new visual was a channel (II) which could open (V) or close (/\) at will. After completing this adjustment, I felt as though I could now walk into that same bakery without feeling obligated and say “no”. I've also been noting that my feet are shifting little by little in alignment. Interestingly, in the past I had tried to force them to straighten out, to no avail. Now this is happening automatically.
Tooth
May 2009, 1 Hd, L6-132G
In January of 2009 I felt some pain in the root area of a tooth. I didn't know what it was and after a few NAET treatments I noticed it decrease and disappear. I thought nothing of it. Within a few weeks I noticed the gum receding in a certain spot. It seemed odd to me, but I didn't at the time note that it was around the same tooth that had had the pain. Then several weeks later as I was eating some bread, I chomped down on something hard. After spitting it out, I noticed that the interior of my mouth felt different. Feeling inside, and snapping a shot with my cell phone, I discovered that half my tooth was gone. A short time later, another segment came out the same way, leaving all but a little stub. Consulting a dentist, I discovered that my wisdom tooth which had come in was putting pressure on it and cracked it. Strangely, there was no pain. Now I'm not one to have anything artificial in my body, but what other options exist besides living toothless? I decided I would test the limits of holodynamics.
I figured that if shark can regenerate teeth, why not humans? We are supposed to be more advanced right?
So I discovered that there was indeed a holodyne responsible for the blocking of tooth regeneration. It went back 132 generations. I call it the “mortality holodyne” because what I saw was a skull and crossbones. The positive intent of this holodyne was to “put a check on evil”. Evidently, placing biological limits upon the body is the way it intended to do that. The new holodyne took the shape of a lily growing on a muddy pond. It was taking all the muck, and instead of destroying it, it was transforming it into something beautiful (Hmmm . . . wonder if this applies to terrorists?). This is in fact the very principle of holodynamics: transformation. I wish I had taken notes on the process, this is all I remember, but as always, I did sense a shift had taken place. Will I have a new tooth in a few months? I don't know, but this same process has done other miracles, so I don't see why not!
Eyesight
May 2009, Hd's L4-1G
This one was very interesting for me. I had performed eye exercises in the past, and got some good results, but the amount of effort that it required to make progress or even maintain the progress I had made just didn't justify the time spent. In fact, it seemed like I was working against myself, as I sensed a mental block that didn't want to let me see. It was very present, but I didn't know what to do except try to overcome it by more exercises. Well, I gave up. When I did a tracking on the problem, I discovered that in fact I subconsciously didn't want to see. Yes, I did want to see, but there was something inside me that didn't. I didn't really like the world I was looking at. It seemed so messed up. Going back to when I first needed glasses, I found that it was at a time when I didn't like the environment I was in. I was in school and there was pretty much nothing that I liked about it. I could retreat from it by going into my own world of imagination and blur the rest out. Of course this didn't work, I had to get glasses, but even these provided a barrier that separated me from the outside (though my eyesight continued to degenerate). Again, I wish I would have recorded these, but I guess I didn't want to waste my time on something that didn't work. Well, it did work. Not immediately, however. And as I was waiting for mind to affect matter, I was thinking, what if this takes a whole year? Do I really want to wait that long just to prove a point? Not really, seeing that I had just lost my glasses. So I started doing the old eye exercises. There was zero mental resistance this time. And it seemed to stick. I will keep you updated on how things progress, but my eyesight has definitely improved and I sense that a little more exercising and 20/20 is within reach . . .
Underweight
May 2009, 2 Hd's L3-5G (m,m,d,d)
I don't remember any of these holodynes, but just for the record, I've been at about 135 for the last ten years. I used to be a little less (125 lbs), and after intense working out (1 hr a day) and over-eating hit 145, but it's always been a challenge and I'm still just barely even on the weight chart. I'd like to be about 160 to 165. I'll be watching this one closely. Even though I don't sense I've put on a lot of weight yet, I do feel bigger, like a big ripped dude, which is something I've never really felt before. I'm guessing it will take a little time for the new thoughts and feelings to manifest in new body . . .
Allergies
March 2009, 5 Hd's, all L4-1G
Having done NAET for nearly ten years, I found that it quickly “fixed” the problem and generally each treatment “stuck” but on occasion, it would return, and even though some allergies didn't I found myself acquiring new allergies wherever I went. While certainly a valuable therapy, it wasn't addressing why I was susceptible to getting allergies in the first place, which was a psychological issue. Since I was sleeping outside at the time, as soon as pollen season hit, I was miserable. For some reason, they affected me more at night then day. I would suffer all night, waking after 10 hours still tired and feeling like I'd just been driving all night in LA rush hour traffic. I would have to do chi-gong and the five rites along with some meditation just to get back to feeling normal every morning. As I did the holodynamic treatments over the course of several days, it gradually disappeared accordingly until approximately a week after I started, I was sleeping like a baby and awakening refreshed and feeling great. All symptoms were gone.
Digestion
April 2009 – 4 Hd's, all L3
1G – Earth spinning fast to slow
2G – Starfish to rainbow (m)
3G – Tick tack toe to smiley face (m,m)
3G – Can't remember (m, m)
From the time I was young, I had digestive trouble. I would have constipation, gas, stomach aches and just generally unpleasant feelings in my gut. Eating a better diet helped, and when I dropped supper, I almost started feeling normal. However, I still could not eat anything after about 4:00 PM without regretting it the following morning. I would feel (and smell) like it sat there all night fermenting and would have little desire for breakfast. I also noticed a very nasty slimy gunk on my tongue. My digestion is now so good that I can eat something in the morning and its ready to exit by evening (I fasted to figure this out). See previous posts for more info.
Allergies
May 2009, 2 Hd's, L4-1G
I was surprised and almost disappointed to find I still had allergies after the first treatment. But strangely, they had stayed away completely until the Mesquite flowers started to bloom. As these allergies affected me differently (watery eyes, running nose and sneezing), and occurred at a different time period I thought possibly they could be different. The holodynes showed up different, and after adjusting both of them, the following day I noticed a decrease in symptoms. They continued to decrease until five days later I had no sign of them. I knew that I had been allergic to Mesquite both through muscle response testing and the fact that symptoms hit me hardest when I walked around them or brushed up against them. They continued blooming for weeks after, yet I still had and have zero symptoms.
Foot Alignment
May 2009, 1 Hd, L3-1G
My feet have always kind of pointed out to the sides. Well, I had heard that this characteristic usually was present in very open, accepting people. I haven't been able to verify this beyond myself, my grandmother, and my nephew, but it seems to fit. While this might not seem like a problem at first, it forces one to be very cautious and shy in that one feels that they must embrace all the problems they see, or things they don't want. They are always saying yes, and can never say no. In fact, I can remember sitting outside a bakery and wanting to go in and see what they had, but very hesitant, because if I went in I would feel as though I had to buy something. The graphic that appeared to me fit this, being a “V”. The new visual was a channel (II) which could open (V) or close (/\) at will. After completing this adjustment, I felt as though I could now walk into that same bakery without feeling obligated and say “no”. I've also been noting that my feet are shifting little by little in alignment. Interestingly, in the past I had tried to force them to straighten out, to no avail. Now this is happening automatically.
Tooth
May 2009, 1 Hd, L6-132G
In January of 2009 I felt some pain in the root area of a tooth. I didn't know what it was and after a few NAET treatments I noticed it decrease and disappear. I thought nothing of it. Within a few weeks I noticed the gum receding in a certain spot. It seemed odd to me, but I didn't at the time note that it was around the same tooth that had had the pain. Then several weeks later as I was eating some bread, I chomped down on something hard. After spitting it out, I noticed that the interior of my mouth felt different. Feeling inside, and snapping a shot with my cell phone, I discovered that half my tooth was gone. A short time later, another segment came out the same way, leaving all but a little stub. Consulting a dentist, I discovered that my wisdom tooth which had come in was putting pressure on it and cracked it. Strangely, there was no pain. Now I'm not one to have anything artificial in my body, but what other options exist besides living toothless? I decided I would test the limits of holodynamics.
I figured that if shark can regenerate teeth, why not humans? We are supposed to be more advanced right?
So I discovered that there was indeed a holodyne responsible for the blocking of tooth regeneration. It went back 132 generations. I call it the “mortality holodyne” because what I saw was a skull and crossbones. The positive intent of this holodyne was to “put a check on evil”. Evidently, placing biological limits upon the body is the way it intended to do that. The new holodyne took the shape of a lily growing on a muddy pond. It was taking all the muck, and instead of destroying it, it was transforming it into something beautiful (Hmmm . . . wonder if this applies to terrorists?). This is in fact the very principle of holodynamics: transformation. I wish I had taken notes on the process, this is all I remember, but as always, I did sense a shift had taken place. Will I have a new tooth in a few months? I don't know, but this same process has done other miracles, so I don't see why not!
Eyesight
May 2009, Hd's L4-1G
This one was very interesting for me. I had performed eye exercises in the past, and got some good results, but the amount of effort that it required to make progress or even maintain the progress I had made just didn't justify the time spent. In fact, it seemed like I was working against myself, as I sensed a mental block that didn't want to let me see. It was very present, but I didn't know what to do except try to overcome it by more exercises. Well, I gave up. When I did a tracking on the problem, I discovered that in fact I subconsciously didn't want to see. Yes, I did want to see, but there was something inside me that didn't. I didn't really like the world I was looking at. It seemed so messed up. Going back to when I first needed glasses, I found that it was at a time when I didn't like the environment I was in. I was in school and there was pretty much nothing that I liked about it. I could retreat from it by going into my own world of imagination and blur the rest out. Of course this didn't work, I had to get glasses, but even these provided a barrier that separated me from the outside (though my eyesight continued to degenerate). Again, I wish I would have recorded these, but I guess I didn't want to waste my time on something that didn't work. Well, it did work. Not immediately, however. And as I was waiting for mind to affect matter, I was thinking, what if this takes a whole year? Do I really want to wait that long just to prove a point? Not really, seeing that I had just lost my glasses. So I started doing the old eye exercises. There was zero mental resistance this time. And it seemed to stick. I will keep you updated on how things progress, but my eyesight has definitely improved and I sense that a little more exercising and 20/20 is within reach . . .
Underweight
May 2009, 2 Hd's L3-5G (m,m,d,d)
I don't remember any of these holodynes, but just for the record, I've been at about 135 for the last ten years. I used to be a little less (125 lbs), and after intense working out (1 hr a day) and over-eating hit 145, but it's always been a challenge and I'm still just barely even on the weight chart. I'd like to be about 160 to 165. I'll be watching this one closely. Even though I don't sense I've put on a lot of weight yet, I do feel bigger, like a big ripped dude, which is something I've never really felt before. I'm guessing it will take a little time for the new thoughts and feelings to manifest in new body . . .
Nomenclature
I will be posting my journaling here from an intense analysis and application period - a 70-day solo camping trip on which I spent the last 30 or so working almost exclusively on holodynamics.
I will use the following nomenclature throughout the logs:
Hd = Holodyne (or Holodynamics)
L1-10 = a scale of intensity (zero being neutral, ten very intense)
G1-? = Number of generations inherited from (G1 means non-inherited)
Q1-5 = Questions as per previous blog post explaining process
(m,d,d,m) = Linage of inheritance with "m" being mom and "d" being dad, the first letter representing the parent, the second the grandparent, etc.
Tracking = discovering the information system (holodyne) involved in the issue and its intent
Informing / Adjusting = adding new information to the holodyne to take it from immature to mature
Proxy = I did a tracking for someone, usually without their consciousness of it. See letter to holodynamic team for details.
I will use the following nomenclature throughout the logs:
Hd = Holodyne (or Holodynamics)
L1-10 = a scale of intensity (zero being neutral, ten very intense)
G1-? = Number of generations inherited from (G1 means non-inherited)
Q1-5 = Questions as per previous blog post explaining process
(m,d,d,m) = Linage of inheritance with "m" being mom and "d" being dad, the first letter representing the parent, the second the grandparent, etc.
Tracking = discovering the information system (holodyne) involved in the issue and its intent
Informing / Adjusting = adding new information to the holodyne to take it from immature to mature
Proxy = I did a tracking for someone, usually without their consciousness of it. See letter to holodynamic team for details.
Update for Holodynamic Team
I sent this out 6/21 to the folks I took the 9-day training session with in February:
Greetings my Holodynamic Friends,
Having been hammering holodynamics on my anvil for the last 3 months, I thought some of you might be interested to know the results. While I understand I still have much to learn, I must say that thus far, holodynamics (henceforth “Hd”) has both held up to my hopes and surpassed my expectations in most regards. I have also arrived at many conclusions which were not apparent to me at the training session, some of which you may find of interest. I regret that I didn't start journaling my process much sooner, but recent trackings and discovers are in the process of cyberspacial transcription.
Having just completed a 70-day solo camping trip, I had plenty of time to apply Hd to myself and thoroughly contemplate and consider the process and results. Most interestingly, I discovered that I apparently had the ability to transform others holodynes, without even their knowledge of it. This gave me considerable excitement in that now I could no longer sit and blame the world for its problems, but could actively be transforming them.
Of note, I asked my dad what kind of blockages he was experiencing. He told me that time management was an issue. I went to work the next afternoon. Of course, he didn't know what I was doing, or even when, but that night I called and found that he had just come in from 6 hours of working out in the garden. Now, my dad isn't one really to garden, but this amount of time was almost mind-blowingly out of character for him. I asked when he started, and it was around the time I had completed the tracking! I have since done trackings on countless friends and family, and am always surprised at how the imagery and understandings that pop up always seem to fit them so uniquely and accurately. After completing each tracking I nearly always sense a major shift has taken place. As people can have many holodynes attached to any one issue, and may not be sensitive to subtle shifts which may take time to manifest, it is not always easy to outwardly measure results (although I have seen plenty), and the ability to integrate a transformed holodyne is a process that they largely need to both be conscious of and participate in.
And while I have notes on 50+ trackings, I'm guessing I did at least 25 additional ones before I started recording.
Some notable achievements:
Cleared up 15 years of allergy affliction
Cleared up a lifetime of digestive dysfunction
Went from requiring 9 hrs sleep per night to only 6 hours
Cleared up a scowling habit
Cleared up MANY attitude issues (anger, fear, seeking validation, etc.)
I'm noting shifting in:
Eyesight
Foot alignment
Weight
Food needs
I am also closely watching several issues which some might consider super human.
I am considering and will likely pursue consultant certification and have in fact already been helping bring this understanding and empowerment to both friends and family.
Please check radicaltransformations.blogspot.com in the upcoming weeks for updates.
Wishing you all the best!
-Ryan
UPDATE:
Here's a pic taken near the close of the camping trip (6/18). I had just completed a four day fast, so I look a little spacey. I'd also been battling with demons and angels. Some pretty intense stuff happened.
Greetings my Holodynamic Friends,
Having been hammering holodynamics on my anvil for the last 3 months, I thought some of you might be interested to know the results. While I understand I still have much to learn, I must say that thus far, holodynamics (henceforth “Hd”) has both held up to my hopes and surpassed my expectations in most regards. I have also arrived at many conclusions which were not apparent to me at the training session, some of which you may find of interest. I regret that I didn't start journaling my process much sooner, but recent trackings and discovers are in the process of cyberspacial transcription.
Having just completed a 70-day solo camping trip, I had plenty of time to apply Hd to myself and thoroughly contemplate and consider the process and results. Most interestingly, I discovered that I apparently had the ability to transform others holodynes, without even their knowledge of it. This gave me considerable excitement in that now I could no longer sit and blame the world for its problems, but could actively be transforming them.
Of note, I asked my dad what kind of blockages he was experiencing. He told me that time management was an issue. I went to work the next afternoon. Of course, he didn't know what I was doing, or even when, but that night I called and found that he had just come in from 6 hours of working out in the garden. Now, my dad isn't one really to garden, but this amount of time was almost mind-blowingly out of character for him. I asked when he started, and it was around the time I had completed the tracking! I have since done trackings on countless friends and family, and am always surprised at how the imagery and understandings that pop up always seem to fit them so uniquely and accurately. After completing each tracking I nearly always sense a major shift has taken place. As people can have many holodynes attached to any one issue, and may not be sensitive to subtle shifts which may take time to manifest, it is not always easy to outwardly measure results (although I have seen plenty), and the ability to integrate a transformed holodyne is a process that they largely need to both be conscious of and participate in.
And while I have notes on 50+ trackings, I'm guessing I did at least 25 additional ones before I started recording.
Some notable achievements:
Cleared up 15 years of allergy affliction
Cleared up a lifetime of digestive dysfunction
Went from requiring 9 hrs sleep per night to only 6 hours
Cleared up a scowling habit
Cleared up MANY attitude issues (anger, fear, seeking validation, etc.)
I'm noting shifting in:
Eyesight
Foot alignment
Weight
Food needs
I am also closely watching several issues which some might consider super human.
I am considering and will likely pursue consultant certification and have in fact already been helping bring this understanding and empowerment to both friends and family.
Please check radicaltransformations.blogspot.com in the upcoming weeks for updates.
Wishing you all the best!
-Ryan
UPDATE:
Here's a pic taken near the close of the camping trip (6/18). I had just completed a four day fast, so I look a little spacey. I'd also been battling with demons and angels. Some pretty intense stuff happened.
What is a Holodyne?
Some definitions that popped into mind as I was doing trackings:
- A complex of information, a small internal program that runs your reality
- An understanding you consult to make decisions
- A data set that influences your world view
- The DNA of our character (or "spiritual" DNA)
Explination of Holodynamics
I wrote this June 5 for my dad to help him understand the tracking process. My understanding has of course evolved since and will continue to evolve, but I will add updates as it does.
Premise:
Any time our full potential is being blocked (showing up in outward issues/problems, such as physical or social) a mental problem is likely the cause, which itself is the result of a spiritual "problem" or immaturity. These issues come from values or understandings that are embedded in the microtubles (cutting edge science many new scientific articles on these). This information is encoded into the water in the microtubles (which run throughout the cells). Much like software on a computer, this information is constantly being accessed, modified and rewritten. Unlike DNA which solely regulates the physical body and is merely turned on and off, these are very highly modifiable and in fact regulate DNA, the mind and the spirit. A specific information set is know as a "holodyne" (a term coined by Dr. Victor Vernon Woolf). If we are repeatedly experiencing a problem in life (our full potential is being blocked) it is likely due to an incomplete, ineffective or immature holodyne. Holodynamics, through a system of "tracking" seeks to "mature" this holodyne into a more effective state, which serves us better. In essence, a "software upgrade" if you will (for lack of a better analogy) for mind, body, and spirit.
How to track Holodynes
Overview: The information contained in a holodyne can be highly complex and extensively involved. Much like using a computer monitor to "see" what is on our computer, holodynamics uses the graphical interface of our imagination (or more accurately visualization) to "see" what a holodyne is, what it is doing, what it wants, etc. This is not a literal seeing, but a mental picturing of the information. While the mind can be used during the process (left/right brain, logic/feeling), the primary guiding comes from an inner "sensing" or knowing which uses both intuition and a kind of sixth sense perception. A "spiritual eyesight" if you will. To be most effective, ones full attention should be devoted to this with an absence of ego or self interest which might try to twist or interpret. Rather we must be fully surrendered to "what is" i. e. the truth, even if it isn't what we want to see and may even be painful. Often times what we "sense" won't make logical sense initially, nevertheless, we must be careful not to dismiss it without giving it a chance to work itself out first. Often we must put aside our ego or preconceptions and play along with a game that doesn't make sense until we get to the end. We must be willing to go wherever we sense we should go, not where we think we should go or feel we should go. Thinking and feeling are simply ways to double check and see if we are on the right path, but they lack the capacity to lead the way in this highly complex game of holodynamics. Developing this "sensing" may take some time and work, but as with all things, the more you work at it, the easier it will come.
Guidelines:
Premise:
Any time our full potential is being blocked (showing up in outward issues/problems, such as physical or social) a mental problem is likely the cause, which itself is the result of a spiritual "problem" or immaturity. These issues come from values or understandings that are embedded in the microtubles (cutting edge science many new scientific articles on these). This information is encoded into the water in the microtubles (which run throughout the cells). Much like software on a computer, this information is constantly being accessed, modified and rewritten. Unlike DNA which solely regulates the physical body and is merely turned on and off, these are very highly modifiable and in fact regulate DNA, the mind and the spirit. A specific information set is know as a "holodyne" (a term coined by Dr. Victor Vernon Woolf). If we are repeatedly experiencing a problem in life (our full potential is being blocked) it is likely due to an incomplete, ineffective or immature holodyne. Holodynamics, through a system of "tracking" seeks to "mature" this holodyne into a more effective state, which serves us better. In essence, a "software upgrade" if you will (for lack of a better analogy) for mind, body, and spirit.
How to track Holodynes
Overview: The information contained in a holodyne can be highly complex and extensively involved. Much like using a computer monitor to "see" what is on our computer, holodynamics uses the graphical interface of our imagination (or more accurately visualization) to "see" what a holodyne is, what it is doing, what it wants, etc. This is not a literal seeing, but a mental picturing of the information. While the mind can be used during the process (left/right brain, logic/feeling), the primary guiding comes from an inner "sensing" or knowing which uses both intuition and a kind of sixth sense perception. A "spiritual eyesight" if you will. To be most effective, ones full attention should be devoted to this with an absence of ego or self interest which might try to twist or interpret. Rather we must be fully surrendered to "what is" i. e. the truth, even if it isn't what we want to see and may even be painful. Often times what we "sense" won't make logical sense initially, nevertheless, we must be careful not to dismiss it without giving it a chance to work itself out first. Often we must put aside our ego or preconceptions and play along with a game that doesn't make sense until we get to the end. We must be willing to go wherever we sense we should go, not where we think we should go or feel we should go. Thinking and feeling are simply ways to double check and see if we are on the right path, but they lack the capacity to lead the way in this highly complex game of holodynamics. Developing this "sensing" may take some time and work, but as with all things, the more you work at it, the easier it will come.
Guidelines:
Go to a physical / mental / spiritual place of peace. Call up your highest self, full potential self, best you for assistance. You might also ask God, Jesus, Angeles or any other person / being the would like to help you to do so.
State the issue, then look at the blank screen and see (sense) what appears. It may take a while to come up. Again, don't try to force or orchestrate anything, just see what naturally comes up. What color, shape, or form does it have? It may seem entirely unrelated to the issue at first. That is OK.
Establish a field of appreciation and love for this holodyne. It may be causing a problem, but it is doing its best and is going to help you in its new form, so love it. If you don't it may disappear or try to "run" from you. Thank it for its efforts.
Sense what it is doing and sense how that relates to your issue. This may take some time, thought and consideration. Again, don't try to force a definition, seek to sense what is going on. What is its intention? (again, this may not seem logical at first, that is OK). Ask it questions. Why? How? To whom? What? What is its positive intent? (Every holodyne has one, it may take work to discover however). How does this relate to the issue?
Could this positive intent express itself in a more effective way? A way that would serve both you and it better? What would that look like? (again, look at the blank screen and see what image comes up). It may not make sense initially, but just be sure you sense it, then seek to sense how it could be related.
Will the immature holodyne transform and mature into this new form? Will it become its fullest potential? (If not, why not? Communicate and work with it). Let it know it can get everything it wants if it were to mature. Let it transform. Is the transformation complete?
Once yes, will it:
Communicate with you openly and freely and team up with you to help you reach your fullest potential.
Help you handle old situations in more effective ways and become one with you.
Sit at your round table (seat of decisions) and assist you every day.
Support you:
To create physical health in your body
In relationships with others
Socially in the community
To maintain fairness and integrity
Universally to live harmoniously with life on the planet
Does the new mature holodyne have any messages for you? Any assignments? Do you have anything you would like it to assist you with now?
You should feel different if this worked and notice changes in perception and world view which eventually manifest – sometimes immediately and sometimes more subtly over the course of time.
Prepared by Ryan Van Denburgh, adapted from Vernon Woolf at holodynamics.us and Mark McFreely of holodynamix.com
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Tracking to with and for Other People - Part 2
More . . .
Name: P.V. (proxy)
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
6/23/09-Hd4-L5-1G
Visual: I single Domino is standing. As it is standing, it begins to wobble. It tips over and begins an immense avalanche of Dominoes in strings and designs that circle the world.
Intention: Sensitivity, recognition
Problem: One small problem can be turned into an overwhelming problem, creating a crushing emotional load out of a minuscule issue.
New Visual: A multi-color top, with wonderful rainbow swirls is spinning and moving here and there as it spins.
Significance: As the terrain changes that the top is moving across, the direction and location of the top change, and yet, it doesn't stop the top from spinning or even slow it down. Thus, it is sensitive to its environment, yet not changed itself by it.
INCOMPLETE
8/1/09 - Update: Though we never completed this transformation, P.V. remarked to me how helpful this imagery was in a particular circumstance. Overall for the foot pain, P.V. stated (in an email dated 7/29/09):
"Seriously, the new way of looking at things really is very helpful, especially today as it's our 36th. God is good--all the time, and I thank Him and you!" - P.V.
Name: E.V. (proxy)
Issue: Needing excess sleep (4 Hd's)
6/29/09-Hd2-L5-1G
Visual: A happy yellow rubber duck is sitting in some water. Then someone unplugs the drain and it creates a funnel of swirling water which sucks the duck over top of it. The duck doesn't get sucked down, but floats on top of it, spinning rapidly in circles, getting dizzy.
Feelings: Helpless, a victim of life, others, and circumstances beyond one's control.
Relation: Sleep is an escape from victimization.
Intention: Control of own life, self-empowerment, immunity, bulletproofness
New Visual: Two pieces of bread or sitting in a at oaster and pushed down, popping up a second later as toast
Significance: Thin of yourself as the bread. Someone want to do you harm and “puts heat on you”. Their intentions might be evil, but the heat only makes you tougher.
Transform? Yes
Result: Images of being dunked and held under water, cartoon images (Tasmanian Devil, Road-Runner, etc.), playing baseball images, early school images, etc. Finally a toaster . . . (12 Minutes)
Update 6/30: I did this tracking for a friend without their knowledge of it. They went to bed at 11:30 and woke up at 5:30 and "couldn't go back to sleep because of the light" (the usual is 7:00 or so). I've never heard or noticed they had this problem before. They had no sign of tiredness like they did the day before when they had slept much later!
Name: E.V. (proxy)
Issue: Showing Kindness (1 Hd)
7/7/09-Hd1-L4.5-1G
Visual: A ladder is standing nice, tall and straight, ready for use. Then suddenly something comes and knocks it over, smashing it to the ground in pieces. It is now useless. E. was going to use it but now can't and is sad.
Meaning: Your kindness to others will only be stomped upon. It would be nice if they appreciated it, but they won't. Don't bother.
New Visual: A hot air balloon is floating and begins to lift higher and higher and higher. WOW! This is high! Higher still and higher still . . . it is now just a pin prick and still getting smaller . . .
Update: The evening following this adjustment, I went to hop online and overhead E. talking about someone who was sick and how he had gotten some Vitamin C and Echinacea for them. While this seemed to me somewhat out of character for him, what almost startled me was the compassion I sensed in his voice. E. is a generally nice person, but this appeared to be a strikingly new attribute. (and I know E very well!)
Meaning: The kinder you are, the higher you go (closer to God), the response of others is irrelevant – it can't touch you. You are kind simply for the sake of kindness, not for the outcome.
Transform? Yes
Result: E. is nice to a lion and gives it a treat, the lion eats E. but E. has faith and along comes God and splits the lion in half and rescues him, turning into Santa delivering gifts and E is his helper. Some gifts are appreciated, others aren't but E. doesn't care, he is loved by Santa. Santa lets him take the reins and drive. E. feels special. E keeps having a tendency to thumb his nose at people and Santa keeps having to remind him this isn't very nice . . . Finally his brother (B) thumbs his nose back and this jolts E. out of the illusion that he is more special than the rest. This is just simply the job chosen for him – he is not superior. He settles into it as an occupation. It has its ups and downs – but all in all it's really no different than any other job. E. and B. were out once and someone intentionally threw a fastball and hit B. square in the forehead, cracking the skull and killing him. This enraged E. who went after them in furry. The group captured him and laid him down to torture him. His cry was heard by the dead brother and he awakened from death. He came to the group and with strong threats told them to release him. They said “who do you think you are?” His reply infuriated the leader who threw himself headlong at B. Invisible forces pinned the leader down and held him in agony. The others fled. B. Took E. on his back to his house and treated him kindly and his wounds. When leaving B. embraced to hug him. He said “I'd say I love you, but that just isn't the right word. I care for you. I am deeply concerned for your welfare. You mean a lot to me. And I guess that means I love you. E. took off in his hot air balloon tossing flowers out as he went. This just didn't seem to fit his character, but after doing it for some time he eventually became a little kid again. Now it fit!!
Name: P. V.
Issue: Foot pain (4 Hd's)
7/11/09-Hd5?-L4.4-1G
Visual: A red blog that radiates – a breaking heart, splintering and shattering
Why? Loosing something of value
Intent: wholeness, completeness, love
New Visual: A rose, same color (red) gives out sweetest fragrance when crushed. Sees again, only this time not crushed.
Transform? I think so . . .
A lengthy conversation ensued about how you know, who and what the holodyne is and whether it is us, and the difference between the conscious and subconscious and the role of the will.
INCOMPLETE
Name: P.V. (proxy)
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
6/23/09-Hd4-L5-1G
Visual: I single Domino is standing. As it is standing, it begins to wobble. It tips over and begins an immense avalanche of Dominoes in strings and designs that circle the world.
Intention: Sensitivity, recognition
Problem: One small problem can be turned into an overwhelming problem, creating a crushing emotional load out of a minuscule issue.
New Visual: A multi-color top, with wonderful rainbow swirls is spinning and moving here and there as it spins.
Significance: As the terrain changes that the top is moving across, the direction and location of the top change, and yet, it doesn't stop the top from spinning or even slow it down. Thus, it is sensitive to its environment, yet not changed itself by it.
INCOMPLETE
8/1/09 - Update: Though we never completed this transformation, P.V. remarked to me how helpful this imagery was in a particular circumstance. Overall for the foot pain, P.V. stated (in an email dated 7/29/09):
"Seriously, the new way of looking at things really is very helpful, especially today as it's our 36th. God is good--all the time, and I thank Him and you!" - P.V.
Name: P.V.
Issue: Butterflies in stomach / intestinal uneasiness (1 hd)
6/23/09-Hd1-L5-1G
Visual: A cross with a snake on it
Intention: To bear the pain / suffer for the sake of right
New Visual: An ark with angels and a mercy seat
Representing: Mediation, the pain has been born
Transform? Yes. Complete? Yes
Q1-4:Yes, Q5: Isaiah 41:10
Assignment: Test me!
Name: P.V.
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
6/27/09-Hd3-L6-1G
Incorrect Visual: Brown – Big square. Changes colors. Purple, orange and brown.
Was focused on “seeing” and not on sensing. Recommended not to be so focused on the self (seeing), let go of trying. Let it enter the imagination. You are not in control of what comes up, but you are in control of how you respond (accept / reject). Pretend you are dreaming. Have that same state of “letting go”.
Correct Visual: Up two stories looking out a window (the room was empty, but she felt safe, but not happy), at the beach and seeing D. Had his back to her. He was on the beach and walking away. Alone.
Feelings: Loneliness, feeling abandoned, empty, extreme sadness, sorrow, overwhelming loss, saying good-bye to what could have been, letting go, an internal ache, a longing,
Note: Didn't feel any of the feelings while viewing, but once it dawned on her what they meant, they overwhelmed.
Positive Intent: Completeness, companionship, shared joys, shared sorrows, loving and being loved. Ultimately wanting completeness. Satisfaction.
Relation: Could be creating physical pain to block emotional pain. In foot because its the furthest place to put it. Put it as far away as possible.
New Visual: Faucet with pure clean clear water coming out, like a full stream being turned on full blast. (Maybe P turned it on? Didn't see anyone else turn it on). Coming from a good source.
7/1/09
Representing: Satisfaction. Completeness, can never run out. As much as needed. Whereas D. can run out (come home and be tired and want to sleep). Noted similarities between story of woman at the well with Jesus.
Took a while to see how new visual fulfilled all the intentions of the old. Was able to see mentally, but didn't feel it. Decided to try transformation anyway.
Transform? Yes.
Result: Became ocean, then sunshine, then ended in a shower of water coming out a shower head. (12 minutes)
Feelings: Much joy! Singing: I've got a river of life flowing out of me . . .
Name: J.V. (proxy)
Issue: Throwing a fit to get attention from mom (2 Hds)
6/28/09
Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: Two Marbles rolling along. They both roll along together, occasionally touching. The on marble speeds in front of the other and blocks it from moving. No matter how hard the other marble tries to get around it, it rolls into its way. Block . . . block . . . block.
Representing: Mom and J. with J. blocking mom
Intent: Attention, recognition, appreciation, wants to be loved
Why? To establish identity
Why? Not sure of own identity
Ultimate Intent: To know self
New Visual: A kite soaring up in the air, free and independent
Significance: The kite is flying high above other people, soaring in its own world and being moved by the wind (spirit). It is living and moving completely independently of others and yet it is held in place by mom and dad (via the string).
Willing to transform? Already did
Hd2-L3-2G(d)
Visual: A sawmill cutting wood - “bzzzz . . .bzzzz”
Intention: To make something
Relation: There is a desire to make something but if there is nothing positive that can be made, it will make something negative (trouble). The saw is both creative and destructive.
New Visual: A seagull, strutting around and flying around. It flies then lands and walks, then flies. At one point it fights to try and steal a fish from another animal, but is unsuccessful. Though unsuccessful, it is still content.
Meaning: Seagull is seeking to live out its life as it wishes, but if it is thwarted, it doesn't get upset, it just tries elsewhere, all the while contented.
Transform? Already did
Name: E.V. (proxy)
Issue: Needing excess sleep (4 Hd's)
6/29/09-Hd2-L5-1G
Visual: A happy yellow rubber duck is sitting in some water. Then someone unplugs the drain and it creates a funnel of swirling water which sucks the duck over top of it. The duck doesn't get sucked down, but floats on top of it, spinning rapidly in circles, getting dizzy.
Feelings: Helpless, a victim of life, others, and circumstances beyond one's control.
Relation: Sleep is an escape from victimization.
Intention: Control of own life, self-empowerment, immunity, bulletproofness
New Visual: Two pieces of bread or sitting in a at oaster and pushed down, popping up a second later as toast
Significance: Thin of yourself as the bread. Someone want to do you harm and “puts heat on you”. Their intentions might be evil, but the heat only makes you tougher.
Transform? Yes
Result: Images of being dunked and held under water, cartoon images (Tasmanian Devil, Road-Runner, etc.), playing baseball images, early school images, etc. Finally a toaster . . . (12 Minutes)
Update 6/30: I did this tracking for a friend without their knowledge of it. They went to bed at 11:30 and woke up at 5:30 and "couldn't go back to sleep because of the light" (the usual is 7:00 or so). I've never heard or noticed they had this problem before. They had no sign of tiredness like they did the day before when they had slept much later!
Name: J.V. (proxy)
Issue: Putting up a fuss when people leave – aloneness (5 Hd's)
6/29/09-Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: A ferris wheel with all the friends and family sitting in different seats and J. in a seat by himself, watching different members coma and go, come and go, always temptingly close, but never with him.
Intent: Companionship
Why? To feel important by being with important people
New Visual: A pair of blue converse shoes which spin into a blur and become stylish black dress shoes.
Meaning: You will one day grow up to be someone important, like all the people you want to surround you. You are in fact as important as them already, so don't feel you must be with them to matter.
Transform? Yes. Complete? Yes.
Note: J. was born prematurely and was alone several days after birth, which is likely the origin of this holodyne. (and the next). I found out after doing the visual that he does in fact have a pair of blue converse shoes!
Hd2-L3-1G
Visual: A ferocious predatory shark, looking for a meal
Intent: Safety and protection
Relation: Needs parents to be present to feel safe from lurking dangers.
New Visual: An empty swimming pool
Meaning: The pool is your little home, it is a closed environment into which no shark can possibly enter. Your fears have no basis in reality. They are entirely imagined.
Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (10 seconds)
Name: J. V. (proxy)
Issue: Insisting on being held by mom (2 Hd's)
7/2/09-Hd1-L3-1G
Visual: Three fluffy pancakes with butter on top and maple syrup
Intent: Good feelings
Problem: Seeking happiness from an external source
New Visual: A horse and a rider, galloping along, they go here and there and jump over one hurdle then another – they are free and independent.
Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (45 seconds)
Name: E.V. (proxy)
Issue: Showing Kindness (1 Hd)
7/7/09-Hd1-L4.5-1G
Visual: A ladder is standing nice, tall and straight, ready for use. Then suddenly something comes and knocks it over, smashing it to the ground in pieces. It is now useless. E. was going to use it but now can't and is sad.
Meaning: Your kindness to others will only be stomped upon. It would be nice if they appreciated it, but they won't. Don't bother.
New Visual: A hot air balloon is floating and begins to lift higher and higher and higher. WOW! This is high! Higher still and higher still . . . it is now just a pin prick and still getting smaller . . .
Update: The evening following this adjustment, I went to hop online and overhead E. talking about someone who was sick and how he had gotten some Vitamin C and Echinacea for them. While this seemed to me somewhat out of character for him, what almost startled me was the compassion I sensed in his voice. E. is a generally nice person, but this appeared to be a strikingly new attribute. (and I know E very well!)
Meaning: The kinder you are, the higher you go (closer to God), the response of others is irrelevant – it can't touch you. You are kind simply for the sake of kindness, not for the outcome.
Transform? Yes
Result: E. is nice to a lion and gives it a treat, the lion eats E. but E. has faith and along comes God and splits the lion in half and rescues him, turning into Santa delivering gifts and E is his helper. Some gifts are appreciated, others aren't but E. doesn't care, he is loved by Santa. Santa lets him take the reins and drive. E. feels special. E keeps having a tendency to thumb his nose at people and Santa keeps having to remind him this isn't very nice . . . Finally his brother (B) thumbs his nose back and this jolts E. out of the illusion that he is more special than the rest. This is just simply the job chosen for him – he is not superior. He settles into it as an occupation. It has its ups and downs – but all in all it's really no different than any other job. E. and B. were out once and someone intentionally threw a fastball and hit B. square in the forehead, cracking the skull and killing him. This enraged E. who went after them in furry. The group captured him and laid him down to torture him. His cry was heard by the dead brother and he awakened from death. He came to the group and with strong threats told them to release him. They said “who do you think you are?” His reply infuriated the leader who threw himself headlong at B. Invisible forces pinned the leader down and held him in agony. The others fled. B. Took E. on his back to his house and treated him kindly and his wounds. When leaving B. embraced to hug him. He said “I'd say I love you, but that just isn't the right word. I care for you. I am deeply concerned for your welfare. You mean a lot to me. And I guess that means I love you. E. took off in his hot air balloon tossing flowers out as he went. This just didn't seem to fit his character, but after doing it for some time he eventually became a little kid again. Now it fit!!
Name: E. V. (proxy)
Issue: Needing excess sleep (4 Hd's)
7/10/09-Hd2-L4.1-3G(m,m)
Visual: Bunk beds, with blue sheets, wooden. The person on the bottom (E.) has feelings of togetherness. Then someone on the top bunk swings a pan down that bangs E. on the head. E. looses confidence in the person on the top, shattering the joy of companionship and retreats to the only place possible - sleep.
Intent: Companionship, fellowship
Why? Fun
New Visual: A duck is flying. It enjoys being with the other ducks and can fly further with them, but it is complete in itself and can fly all alone if need be.
Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (25 minutes)
Q5: Have fun being yourself (whether with others or not)
Name: P. V. (proxy)
Issue: Foot Pain (4 Hd's)
7/9,12/09-Hd5?-L4.3-1G
Visual: An astronaut is floating down in a parachute and lands (on the moon) and walks along in full moon gear and armor.
Meaning: The universe is a hostile place, you can survive it, but you must suit up in protective gear. You may at times even have to trudge the desolate moonscapes of life alone. Keep going.
Feelings: Sorrow, aloneness
Intent: Survival, protection
New Visual: A kayaker is floating down stream and comes to a waterfall. She sails over it gracefully and plunges into the water, popping up moments later unscathed.
Meaning: There are challenges in life, but these are easily maneuverable. Enjoy the journey and meet the challenges with grace. You are not alone, but a small part of a flowing universe.
Transform? One condition. That you love me (you, Ryan, love me, kayaker). Ryan: And if I say no you are going to continue to be miserable? Yes. Why would you do that? Why would you sabotage yourself because of my actions? Because I love you and when that love isn't reciprocated it hurts me. Why would I not reciprocate love? Do you think I'm inherently cruel? No. Then why not? I don't know. Well if it's not because I'm cruel, it must be because I don't understand, right? Maybe . . . What else could it be? I don't know. Well I don't either. Do you think there is a reason? Yes. We've named two, can you name a third? No. Is it possible that there is no third? Yes. If it was merely due to a misunderstanding, would you be sorry and sad? No. So then you really are sorry and sad for a reason that you are not even sure exists? Yes. Do you want to continue living that way? No . . . So then, will you transform whether I love you or not? Yes.
Result: Became diver with space suit, then a teddy bear who got suited in a wet suit and kayak and became P's guide on the river and went down waterfall first. Took some time for P to develop confidence, but eventually P became very confident in rapids. (15 min)
Q5: Swish it up!
Note: Pretty much all the trackings thus far have been strait forward, but this one still has me guessing. Since we didn't complete several, this could be a revisit on them, or it could be a new one that didn't make it into the initial count. At any rate, I didn't want to do all the work, so I had P. do one, but I wanted this as a backup in case nothing came up for her. Something did, but we never transformed it, so I went back and transformed this one. Is it the same? I don't know, but the following does have some striking similarities. I never told her about the above either, so what follows is completely original . . .
Name: P. V.
Issue: Foot pain (4 Hd's)
7/11/09-Hd5?-L4.4-1G
Visual: A red blog that radiates – a breaking heart, splintering and shattering
Why? Loosing something of value
Intent: wholeness, completeness, love
New Visual: A rose, same color (red) gives out sweetest fragrance when crushed. Sees again, only this time not crushed.
Transform? I think so . . .
A lengthy conversation ensued about how you know, who and what the holodyne is and whether it is us, and the difference between the conscious and subconscious and the role of the will.
INCOMPLETE
Name: J. V. (proxy)
Issue: Seeing life as unfair (1 Hd)
7/11-12/09-Hd1-L4.3-2G(m)
Visual: An elephant trumpet and puts its trunk in the air. Some kind of cold spell freezes it instantaneously. It becomes frozen in a cube of ice, buried and forgotten. Then a warm spell comes along and it thaws. It starts moving ever so slightly. It is alive again. But the damage has been done. It will never be the same again.
Meaning: Life can be cruel and unfair
Intent: Fairness, being treated right, truth, being unharmable
New Visual: A monkey is swinging from vine to vine. Snap. One vine breaks and monkey falls on butt. Ouch! But who can monkey complain to? Whose fault is it? No one's, its just how it is. Monkey gets up and swings again, but this time keeps in mind that vine could break and he should be prepared for a fall to minimize damages.
Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (14 min)
Q5: The risks are worth it!
Name: J.F.V. (proxy)
Issue: Sleep (3 Hd's)
7/18/09-Hd1-L4.5-1G
Visual: A drum is being beat with sticks
Meaning: Life marches on and is always pushing you to keep up and keep moving
Relation: Take a rest and escape from the hassles and rushing
Intent: Peace, to be unmolested and unforced
New Visual: A flute is played
Meaning: Life is a beautiful musical score being played. Why would you not want to be a part of it and awake to enjoy it as much as possible?
Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (5 min). Ended with J. in hospital almost dead and music bringing her back to life and her dancing to it!
Q5: Dance to life!
Hd2-L5.5-2G(m)
Visual: An elephant plodding along – alone – it trumpets every once in a while – then keeps plodding. It is sad that it is so alone.
Relation: Sleep allows one to forget their aloneness.
Intent: To be yourself, uniqueness, companionship
New: A marching band
Meaning: Many band members have a unique instrument – there is only one bass drum for instance – and while they are unique, they are not alone – they play in orchestra with all the other unique instruments.
Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (1:30 Hours)
Q5: Play on!
Total Time: 1:50 Hours
Note: While doing this adjustment I noted two distinct regions of the brain where images could come from, one is the upper region in the brain and it involved a heightened sensing which took work and concentration, the other was in the lower regions of the brain and seemed automatic and put me into a kind of sleep / daze / paralysis. Obviously the former was the better of the two, the latter seemed as though it wasn't accurate at all, but rather was throwing out entirely fabricated images with little to zero relation. Don't let this lower “automatic” section hijack your trackings!!
Hd3-L4.5-1G
Visual: Someone is reaching the top of an escalator. They are apprehensive – how do you
get off? This seems dangerous . . .
Feelings: Nervous, lots of people watching, feeling forced into something they don't like or want to do, being pushed.
Intent: Safety, being in control, not being forced, being free, choice, not being judged.
Relation to Sleep: An escape from others demands and those of life.
New Visual:
Part 1 - A chocolate cake with a cherry on top is served to J. Mmmmm. She takes a bite in great expectation. Then violently coughs and sputters it out. It has been tainted with shards of glass. WARNING Hd
Meaning: What you think is good for you may not be and what you detest as negative may in fact be a positive for you. You aren't as wise as you think you are.
Message: Voluntarily accept what comes to you as what is best for you – you may not like it but you can turn any experience into something beneficial if you really want to. Realize that you have attracted your current circumstances because these are what you need to grow and become a better person.
Part 2 – The girl not accepts and eats what everyone else is and lets go of her desires for what looks good.
Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (2 hours)
Q5: (1) Be careful! (2) Be very careful
7/19/09 – Update: Next morning J. was up at 6:50 when I came over which I've never seen since I've been here. She was very happy and did some nice things for me which she had never done before (brought me food). Noticed that she took control of parenting rather than letting the child control the relationship (if fussy, put in crib rather than pandering).
7/27/09 – Update: The above affect has seemed to stick somewhat as both she and her husband have been up earlier than usual, but I'm guessing since they are living in a very close and intimate community setting there is some quantum entanglement involved that is keeping this from fully manifesting. Also, I only did a transformation, there was no special integration done.
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