Monday, April 6, 2009

Last Digestive Holodyne Transformed

I just finished tracking my last holodyne for digestion (out of 5). It was a blue tick-tack-toe type thing that was filled in in the middle. Its intent was peace, but ultimately happiness. I asked what that would look like, and of course, it was a yellow smiley face. I asked if it was willing to transform. It seemed hesitant. I explored the relationship to digestion and found that it was trying to obtain "peace" by avoiding. (Thus, the little "prickers", and cold blue color). This manifest in not wanting to deal with food. In the end, this only created chaos, however, because the food would just sit on the outside, not being absorbed and fermenting, thus creating more inharmony, and further entrenching it in avoidance. I let it know that it could have greater peace through accepting. That it could have perfect peace in receiving the food, that it didn't have to be afraid of the food, and that even if it received something harmful, the majority of the good it received would out way the bad. It came to me that this might also be a reason for why I can't seem to put on weight. I am afraid of receiving something bad, and so I reject the good as well. It transformed and I must say that I did notice a decrease in the amount of gunk on my tongue to about 1/4 of what it was, and have consistently been eating late in the evenings without the usual digestive trouble. I expect this to completely clear on my tongue now that I have transformed the last holodyne.

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