New Trackings - Part 2

More "new" trackings:

Issue: Because my needs aren't met the way I want (mainly recognition), I don't care about others needs

9/5/09-Hd1-L5.5-1G

Visual: Tricycle (representing a little unrecognized kid)

New Visual: A rocket that goes up big, then splits into three flares that go out and come down to earth again. It repeats, going less high each time. The last time it is just a little "pop", but I feel OK with it as if it is just as powerful as the first one. It just didn't get as far but the same potential is behind it.
Meaning: Whether people see and recognize or don't see and recognize doesn't change who you are.

Integration: Completed


Issue: Distraction, not staying focused, thinking everything is important

9/6/09-Hd1-L5-1G

Visual: A wagon wheel
Representing: Me at the center, the spokes various streams of information and activities
Meaning: I am supported by variety, whatever surrounds me is good for me

New Visual: A brownie. A person eats it. Then spit it out. It is filled with glass.
Meaning: Some ingredients are good, some aren't. Everything has its place. Some things out of place are harmful.

Integration: Partial


Issue: Staying Focused

9/8/09-Hd1-L5.5-1G

Visual: A waterwheel
Meaning: As water flows over the wheal, it turns it. The waterwheel has no choice as to what water flows over it and what water doesn't. It is run by an external force. It has no control over itself.

New Visual: A sprocket is spinning of it's own accord and balls from outer space are randomly pinging it. It a ball matches the speed it is spinning and hits the run place, it can enter inside. Otherwise it is bounced back to space.

Meaning: You pick and decide what content you let inside you. It it isn't appropriate, fire it back and don't even let it enter your mind. If you must reject some people, don't feel bad, it's their fault they didn't make it in for not aiming well.

Transform? Yes. Result, mainly an image of a stearing wheal on a ship that I didn't want to really control. Too much work and hell, just kind of go with it! I ended up hitting into the antarctic and was about to turn myself and the crew into popsicle. I put my butt in gear and steered out of there, but it was a lot of work. VERY close call. Then I saw myself sailing agian doing the route, but this time I decided the wind wasn't just a neutral force, but a negative force I needed to fight. I wouldn't let it push me this time. It took a lot of work to keep the ship on course, but as I keep holding the wheel strait, it eventually (over 25 minutes) got easier . . .

Integration: Completed

WOW! Right after I finished this, I felt inspired to go to me email program and delete emails that had been clutering it and distracting me. I hadn't done this in years. But most surprisingly, I actually started itching. Now, I had previously figured the relation to health on this would be that I would't hang on to heavy metals or toxins, but would be better at putting them off. But I didn't think it would be immediate. In fact, I completely forgot about it until the itching got SO bad I said, WTF?? I starting trying to figure out what it could be, then remembered a detox I had had in the past after eating a bunch of shit. I thought, hmmm, then I remembered I'd just done a tracking related to this!!

As I think about it, I actually starting itching as I was doing this tracking, and it built up little by little until now it's really bad!!


Issue: Trying to get something out of people, having an agenda

9/8/09-Hd1-L4.5-1G

Note: I was trying to "up" the volume on my people holodyne of seeing them as "the goal" rather then objects to get the goal, but couldn't turn the volume above a five. I just didn't want to budge. There as some massive mental resistance so I knew it was a holodyne, but it hadn't been there before, so I knew it must have been pretty weak. It was: 1.4. So how did this happen? Well, I traced it to what someone "paid" (donated) for a tracking that I had done. As soon as I noticed money in my inbox I had foreboding. Now I know why. I'm amazed that in just about a day it could appear this fast. I didn't bother me this morning, but now that I think about it, I did tell someone about it later in the day. That must of been where it turned up its volume.

Visual: Darth Vader stands with a sword, then throws it at a person. It's a kill!
Meaning: People are objects to be tracked down for their prize. Focus on getting something out of them.

New Visual:
1) A pig with bones wrapped around its mouth so it can't be piggish
2) A king, with a funny hat on begging
3) A which with a funny rainbow swirl party hat on
4) A hammer which bangs a tile and it doesn't break. It bangs again and it does.

This is the first time I've had multiple new visuals, much less FOUR! But they all mean something!

Meaning:

1) Don't be a pig
2) It is fitting for a king to look funny and beg. It is medicinal for him. And they people already respect him and know he is rich, so for him to do this voluntarily will win their admiration.
3) Party it up! Have fun! What agenda could be better then that?
4) Everyone has a breaking point, give them some punch, but don't overdo it!

Result: It's already transformed!!

Integration: Complete

Note: I was immediately able to up the other "people" holodyne to a seven within 30 seconds! (It had taken me minutes just to get it from a 4 to a 5)