Hydration / Fear of Mortality - Part 1

Name: Ryan Van Denburgh
Issue: Hydration / Fear of Mortality (10 Hd's)

7/5/09-Hd1-L2.6-2G(m)

Visual: A wide waterfall which falls down and consolidates to fit into my mouth as I am standing under it looking up with mouth open. I absorb the fullness of it without expanding. It is all absorbed into me.
Intent: Hydration, survival, life
Problem: You are receiving but not giving, you are dependent on an external.

New Visual: An animal trap sits open, waiting with metal toothed jaws for its prey. An animal (gopher) comes along – SNAP!
About: I sense that I am the trap
Meaning: Think of yourself more on the offensive then on the defensive – you are as resilient as a metal trap. You will survive – the question is if others will survive you!

Transform? Yes

Result: Many pictures of trapeze gymnast doing flips and somersaults, sometimes missing and landing wrong on ground (breaking neck, etc). Saw virtually every bad landing possible and every bone broken possible. Only when I was at total peace with any landing possible as I was floating through the air flipping backwards did I find to my surprise that I landed squarely and perfectly on my feet. The animal trap had previously been unable to control itself, snapping shut sometimes even before the prey entered. Now it could control itself and stay open even after the prey had entered it. (14 min)

Complete: Yes

Q1-2: Yes. Q3: (a) Yes. (b) What would daily look like? Inspired message in Q5 and also not needing to drink as much water. Q4: Relation to others – Not fear what could do to me (physically), yes to rest. Q5: Let go of the fear of mortality (injury and pain and death). Remember who you are - “I am not afraid of death for I am the one that causes death.” Assignment: Defy death.


Hd2- L2.5-1G

Visual: A tall street light, it flickers on, but I sense that it feels as though in shining its light it is becoming drained of energy.
Intent: Provide light, provide a service, give a gift, maintain its supply, maintain its energy.

New Visual: Ms. Piggy
Meaning: Be a pig. Take all that you need to meet your needs, but be nice, be polite, and be kind.
Relation to hydration: Think of yourself as a self-existent pig, one that already has everything and needs nothing. Replace with surplus the attitude of lack and yet it doesn't mean selfishness. Ms. Piggy is kind and in fact ABLE to share because of her surplus.

Transform? Yes
Result: Transformed (2 min)

Q1: Yes. Q2: Old sit- When someone asks for something that would drain, don't be afraid to point out own needs (even if excessive) and explain that you simply can't afford it (because you need backup / reserve), even if they have used both their reserve and regular supply – that's both their fault and problem – it isn't fair of them to jeopardize someone else because of their own inability to “stay stocked”. Yes. Q3: Yes. Q4: Put on weight? Yes. Q5: Put in on buddy! Assignment: Eat up!

Insight: Sometimes taking opens up the door for giving! (e. g. Jesus and the woman at the well)

Revelation: Removing a block doesn't automatically enable what is being blocked, sometimes you must specifically create or transform a holodyne to do this (e. g. Just because you remove something that BLOCKS you from putting on weight doesn't mean you will if you aren't doing something active or have a holodyne involved that is also telling you to add weight. You are simply neutral now.)