Teeth / Indecisiveness - Part 4

Name: Ryan Van Denburgh
Issue: Teeth / Indecisiveness (10 Hd's)

7/14/09-Hd6-L2.4-1G

Visual: A carriage driver is trying to get his horse to move. He snaps the reins. Nothing. He cracks the whip. Nothing. He kicks the horse. Nothing. He tries to push the horse - it farts in his face. Nothing he can do will get the horse to budge. Then he feeds it a carrot. The horse eats. Then he holds a carrot a few feet away. The horse moves forward a few steps, albeit unwillingly to eat it. Then he holds a carrot an even greater distance. The horse follows. Pretty soon he is walking in front of the horse with the carrot, the horse following. Then running. Then he throws the carrot a long ways ahead. The horse thinks about it for a minute, then gallops after it, the driver hops on. Now he sits back in the carriage throwing carrots in front of the horse. (The horse is too smart for the carrot and stick trick). Another carriage pulls up. The driver talks them into going ahead with a carrot attached to the back. This seems to work, but is still not ideal . . .

Meaning: Getting what you want takes work. It is questionable whether it is worth the effort. Luxury must be compromised to obtain.

Intent: Luxury, living in ease

New: A sun with beams is spinning, such that it appears like a circular saw blade almost. It disappears and a regular sun sits there doing nothing but sitting in still silence, its rays radiating with no effort. A message is spoken: Live fully. (with an implication sensed that doing so would bring everything into life that was necessary for happiness).

Transform? Yes
Result: Did so almost immediately
Q1: Yes. Full potential? Meaning? Remind me that life is easy if I am simply living at my full potential. Yes.
Q2: Old situations? Meaning? I let go of focus on my needs and focus on how I can make the biggest impact for good in the current circumstance with faith in the fact that my needs will be met. Yes. One with? Meaning? I think and act this way automatically. Yes.
Q3: Yes.
Q4: Health? Meaning? (in relation to teeth) Rather then remaining in limbo based on whether or not if I do something my needs will be met - you help me decisively choose to do what I sense most needs done - I let go of trying to predetermine whether the outcome will benefit me and seeks to meet th needs that appear most critical as if they were my own, because they are - I am the universe. I have simply limited my "self" to a single body to experience life in a unique way. Yes.
Q5: Already stated. Assignment: Live fully!!

Note: Some of my most horrifying nightmares in the past ten years have involved loosing my teeth. These could have sprung form a subtle, subconscious understanding that sensed this was in my future based on my pervasive attitude of indecisiveness. Strangely, I did lose a tooth, which cracked due to a new wisdom tooth putting pressure on it. I don't feel this would have happened if I had transformed these holodynes sooner. Strangely, this incident didn't bother me in reality as much as in my dreams, quite possibly because of my immense faith in the potential of the human body and the creative power of the law of attraction - that nothing is lost that can't be restored.