Stess and Sickness

Name: C.G. (proxy)

Issue: Stress, resulting in sickness (5 Hd's)

6/4/09-L5-2G (m)

Visual: A ladybug
Intention: To simply be (peaceful and happy)
Why is there stress? Ladybug can't keep up with what is being demanded of it.
Understanding: One cannot “simply be” while involved in activity and while fulfilling duties.

New Visual: A person walking a tight rope
Meaning: Peace and stillness through movement – maintaining inner calm while under stress.

Willing to transform? Said yes readily, but in actuality had a hard time making the transition for fear that a gymnast couldn't maintain the qualities of a ladybug. Didn't believe possible for ladybug to became gymnast, but wanted to. Reminded that the only thing necessary was desire – not money, time or talent, just desire. That seemed to somewhat liberate the doubts. Needed to go through intermediate transition steps / stages to develop confidence. Eventually walked high tight rope effortlessly and fearlessly. Performed a seris of very difficult stunts as if second nature. (took 13 minutes)

Q1-4: A little prodding, but yes. Q5: Activate me!

Note: It was difficult for me to perform this tracking in that in order to appreciate (surround with field of love) the immature holodyne of a ladybug, one must have those qualities (which I am to some degree lacking), making clear that one can more quickly and easily perform a tracking for one whom they readily identify with. On the other hand, having worked through this, I did experience more personal growth than an “easy” one.